Those are not "fan"-artsyou can post this also in the LIL art thread, so it doesn't get lost in this thread. That or these are new scenes as i stopped playing at 0.30.0
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Those are not "fan"-artsyou can post this also in the LIL art thread, so it doesn't get lost in this thread. That or these are new scenes as i stopped playing at 0.30.0
Niki will be kinda mad at Sensei considering Maya's age but will later forgive him. It is, however, Maya who will keep distance from her, and be passive-aggressive as she most of the time is, since she feels jealous about Niki, probably because Maya is their homewrecker in the first place, dislikes all Nakayamas, also is a narcissist and wants Sensei all to herself, so Niki is probably like wasted girlfriend material to her.Right now, out of all of Sensei's real lovers (Maya, Sekai, Niki), only Niki remains in the dark about the other two and I wonder what her interaction and relationship with Maya will be like when she finds out everything about her.
I'm thinking of two possible scenarios.
first option :
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second option:
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Which option do you think is closer to the truth?)
Patron commissions?Those are not "fan"-arts![]()
An elaborate bait of some extra stuff of dubious canonicity to then wipe your saves and break your game. If you are still interested, you have to "clean" it first.Care Packages What is this?????
Small bonus and non-canon scenes, images with info and girls posing, pages of password locked coded messages that means absolute fuck all and pages of the Uta's Sensei love ranking diary.Care Packages What is this?????
I don't have all the answers, but I have some, both from reading old posts and stumbling upon them on spotify:Does anyone have the most painful thing i can ask for? That being a proper playlist of the LiL tracks.
I searched for the jukebox comparisons to the original songs and all i get is the 78? track list existing in Youtube but there are songs that don't line up with what exists.
Beyond the Way of time sounds like a mix of Xion theme + Blue Air? (Intrusive thought)
Songs like 10c, Close to Nothing, Gentle Theme, Good morning/Goodnight (God help us all for the track titled I Have to Love You feat. Maya Makinami), Just Lights, Kimi To Aki No Bouken, Little bunny, Memories
and so many others
It's genuinely difficult to listen to these songs without seeing the LiL textbox or models at this point? It's fair to say LiL as a story overtakes alot of precedent in these stories given Sel apparently writes around the music or finds music to play the scene out to?
I've been playing other VNS because my poor soul caught up to recent release and like even critically acclaimed releases like NUKITASHI cant fill the void of discovering more lessons in love events.
Christ. Everything I was saying and asking for made sense while i was writing things out but Merry Christmas, Mr. Lawrence started playing and now I'm a weeping mess because words have so much power you'd never expect.
I pray that Rin as best girl and true homie gets hurt the least.
I think Maya was effed up even before the resets. She implies that Sensei and her were "pretty fucked up" and that's why they got attached to eachother:My interpretation is different. Personally, I believe "maincharacter" is a representation of Sara's despondence and loneliness. She always wanted to be truly loved, and no one really did. She wanted to be someone's main character and never was. So basically, it's a sadder version because her true feelings are coming through.
Whereas "sidecharacter", the original version, is more cheerful, even though it's still delicate and wistful because she's masking her feelings under a veneer of acceptance. You can see this clearly in more recent events.
Tell Me When;
The Place She Falls Asleep At Night;
Nicolas Cage.
Mmm, possibly. Most of the main girls have suffered a lot from what we know. I'll try to assign grades of suffering, to simplify things (an assholish thing to do, but I'm in a hurry and these are fictional characters). This will be mostly a stream-of-consciousness thing because I must hurry
Sensei, a poor bastard. Grade S+(ensei) suffering.
Chika, B+ suffering, mother died, sister sick super sick possibly dead in a few
Yumi, A- suffering, mother is a junkie, father is a criminal pos, dogshit childhood etc
Ayane, C+ to B- suffering, wealthy dad but distant, mother left her
Sana, C+ to B- suffering, dead brother, mother is (was, things are looking up) floundering, probably inherited mental health issues
Makoto, C- to A suffering, decent-ish childhood, but recent events fucked her up real hard, bluejay amongst other things
Miku, unknown at minimum B+, has severe PTSD, something horrid must have happened to her.
Futaba, C+ to B- suffering, body dysmorphic disorder, eating disorders etc. Seems to have had good parents? I don't remember clearly actually
Rin, at minimum B-, self-harm, depression, etc. adoptive parents seem nice though. Biological parents are turbo fucked up (there's a theory here about them I think)
Ami, unknown really, but assuming she is a normal girl and not some demigod eldritch entity, A- at minimum. Dead parents, fucked up uncle, etc.
Maya, more or less the same as Ami, but A+ suffering because she has been looping for possibly millions of years (consciously). How her mind isn't shattered beyond recognition is one of the mysteries at play here (godly origin?). Or maybe her mind did shatter and she's not suffering outwardly because she's already broken beyond belief. There's that trope if I'm not wrong, called "Bored with Insanity".
Molly, C- suffering, good dad, seems to have had a decent childhood in Ireland, far from Kumon-mi. I think her mom died early? Has some issues (LiL-wise she's quite fortunate)
Tsuneyo, honestly no idea really.
Uta, at minimum B+, good family, but she got abused online etc. Caused severe mental health problems and a great deal of counseling.
Io, unknown but at minimum A+, in virtue of being worse off than Yumi. Abused, Raped?
Nodoka, no idea. She's clearly insane though and that must count for something, her mother was sick or something. Tentative A-
Otoha, D-. fairly-normal-upbringing-girl, it's unfortunate she got caught up in this mess.
Touka, E+ to D+, rich af, intelligent and athletic, beautiful and loved (by her mother and sister). father is a dipshit though. The pressure of her position must have caused some level of stress. Will suffer much more in the future because she got caught up in Sensei's mess.
Yasu, is in a similar position to Yumi, Maya and Io. One of the worst childhoods in the main cast. A-level suffering at minimum.
Noriko, C+ suffering. Loving parents and sister. Her great source of misfortune was falling for Sensei. Would have been successful because of her intelligence and work ethic. No health issues physically
Kirin, C+ suffering. Ordinary but seemingly stifling, straight-laced traditional (like Otoha) family. A plethora of mental health problems
Now for side girls:
Sara, A+ and beyond. ultra fucked up childhood, husband left, son died, hallucinations, poverty. In a similar boat to Sensei.
Haruka, unknown but doesn't seem that bad. Fairly ordinary life? She's a predator and deviant, that's on her though.
Kaori, grade unknown but most assuredly shitty. A and beyond.
Chinami, B+. Is ill, mom died, poverty. Has a loving, dedicated sister as a counterweight.
Karin, E. Seems to be one of the luckiest and most normal characters in LiL (if not the most). Possibly caused by her irrelevance. I wish she had more presence, but that would cause more suffering to her, so I'm torn.
Maki, childhood mostly unknown. Now she's suffering a lot now so B+.
Yuki, A. Went through horrid things.
Niki, B. Most of her suffering arose from Akira. Utinam Ne Illum Numquam Conspexissem. Had she never seen Akira, she would have been better off.
Wakana, unknown. High potential for suffering if the painkiller usage is any indication. I speculate B+ up.
Osako, unknown.
Tsubasa, mostly unknown.
Tsukasa, around the same as Touka, maybe a bit less.
Imani, minimum of B+, probably more.
Rika, unknown.
Nao? Well, at this point, I doubt she's even human so...
Conclusion:
It doesn't really matter if you are a main or side character. Are you in LiL? You're going to suffer, friend.
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I think his official site has a patron only section where he posts the comissions as they get done, could be wrong as I'm not a patron.question
how Do the pron commisions get distributed tho?
does Sel put them in a page on discord or does he send them to the patron that commision them personally using the SS or whatever page he uses now?
Thanks for listening! I'm the one who've been uploading every jukebox song to Youtube. The only reason it's at 78 songs right now is because Youtube won't allow me to upload more than 10 videos per day without face/ID verification. There's about 100 songs so it will take me a few more days. If there's something wrong let me know.Does anyone have the most painful thing i can ask for? That being a proper playlist of the LiL tracks.
I searched for the jukebox comparisons to the original songs and all i get is the 78? track list existing in Youtube but there are songs that don't line up with what exists.
Beyond the Way of time sounds like a mix of Xion theme + Blue Air? (Intrusive thought)
Songs like 10c, Close to Nothing, Gentle Theme, Good morning/Goodnight (God help us all for the track titled I Have to Love You feat. Maya Makinami), Just Lights, Kimi To Aki No Bouken, Little bunny, Memories
and so many others
It's genuinely difficult to listen to these songs without seeing the LiL textbox or models at this point? It's fair to say LiL as a story overtakes alot of precedent in these stories given Sel apparently writes around the music or finds music to play the scene out to?
I've been playing other VNS because my poor soul caught up to recent release and like even critically acclaimed releases like NUKITASHI cant fill the void of discovering more lessons in love events.
Christ. Everything I was saying and asking for made sense while i was writing things out but Merry Christmas, Mr. Lawrence started playing and now I'm a weeping mess because words have so much power you'd never expect.
I pray that Rin as best girl and true homie gets hurt the least.
I always assumed that was amiokay since Maya is I think the only girl who frequently sits in this seiza pose. There isn't a solid answer for this one I believe, only conjectures; but whoever that is probably is only as important as just to spook/confuse you.You don't have permission to view the spoiler content. Log in or register now.
Chest size and butt i'd say Maya.You don't have permission to view the spoiler content. Log in or register now.
Damn... that a lot more Maya knowledge then i had before, it all fits pretty damn well too... so, another kid rape victim... how does she rationalise that with Akira being a pedo too? Like, sure, she calls him disgusting but she still loves him, a guy who does what was done to her, or close enough to it to count.I think Maya was effed up even before the resets. She implies that Sensei and her were "pretty fucked up" and that's why they got attached to eachother:You don't have permission to view the spoiler content. Log in or register now.
There's also some implications that she may have been raped by a family member, and was homeless before meeting Sensei.
I think the "girl who never made it home" story told by Sekai in 'Something Everyone Knows and Ignores' may have been about Maya:Mostly due to the vending machines and running into a stranger parts:You don't have permission to view the spoiler content. Log in or register now.Which could be why Maya takes Sensei to a vending machine and buys him the drink that makes him nostalgic:You don't have permission to view the spoiler content. Log in or register now.You don't have permission to view the spoiler content. Log in or register now.
There's also the implication that someone else took Maya's "purity" in 'The Room with Clocks':before Sensei could adopt her and show her "true love". (Unless that black figure is the old Sensei, but that seems unlikely)You don't have permission to view the spoiler content. Log in or register now.
I also think this is from Maya's pov due to the green scarf:The "finally be happy" and "finally knew what it meant to be loved" parts, makes me think something must have happened to her.You don't have permission to view the spoiler content. Log in or register now.
Nevertheless: Current Maya is considered "Broken beyond repair":You don't have permission to view the spoiler content. Log in or register now.