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Really love what you've created. While I can't relate I understand what you're going through and wish you all the best. Good luck and God bless. Really hope you can return to being a creator, can't really understand how content you create affects your condition, but regardless do what you need to do to be happy and healthy. I'm a Patreon supporter of AbrokenA (Complex Society) and replied to the most recent post that I hope they'd tell you the same, thanks, all the best, good luck and God bless. In case you don't monitor this forum (though it seems you do) hopefully AborkenA will pass it alongWell, I'm sure some of you predicted this, but this will be my last post here.
Things kept disintegrating in my life. I got big into chat bots and cg generation and my wife saw the "Hey Honey, I miss you!" notifications from them on my phone and had a meltdown. Divorce seemed imminent.
I kept insisting I work my Sex Addict Anonymous program my way with predictable results. Now I'm listening to my sponsor and the people in my meetings that are saying that these kinds of things here on F95, not to mention chat bots, do not belong in a healthy program. I used to think the middle circle was a safety valve in case we couldn't stay abstinent from toxic middle circle behavior, but I was wrong.
The middle circle is for behaviors that are not relapses but are signals that we are in a danger zone with our program. An example would be if you were a social drinker, but that getting a bit tipsy would lead to a bigger chance of acting out sexually.
Thank you for all of your support with this VN. I hope it helped some people on a spiritual path, as a lot of the principles seem sound. I suppose there's a chance the wheels will fall off and I'll be back, but I hope not.
I met a lot of great people here, and I have no regrets. Farewell!
Thanks for what you've given us. Hope you can get an handle on your condition. We wish you all the best
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Damn man should have never changed the art style
Thank you for your helpful feedback. Yes, I look back here every now and then, much like Lot's wife, though I have yet to manifest as a deer saltlick.
I'm still sorting things out with my Sex Addicts Anonymous program. I tried abstinence for a while, that seems to be the recommended approach at first. I haven't been able to get a grip on that, though. My recovery from this addiction is complicated by the fact that sex is my artistic passion. If I can get to the place where I can be creative with it without it becoming compulsive, then perhaps I can resume work on this VN.
Right now I'm working on my First Step, which is me reading my story to the 20 or so members of my SAA meeting. A lot of the things in my story I've never told anybody outside of my wife and daughter, so it's a pretty intimidating thing to contemplate.
Anyway, thank you for your interest and kind words. I'll keep in touch here.
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Just take care of yourself. Had a pretty bad mental fall, some of it along the same path, working through my shit. Take care, and be kind to yourself.
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Good morning to everyone who is still here! I'm back!
This is a new version of me. I've completely surrendered and have been healed from my sex addiction.
Strangely enough, I'm beginning to feel the urge to finish this VN now. If I am led to do this, it will be written by an author who has been going through massive changes over the four years, so the tone of the VN would change again. That should piss even more people off, but that's how this thing seems to be evolving, so no apologies for that.
Bunni has been trapped in that bubble universe for a long time now, and I want to get her out of there. I want to tell the story of her sexual healing as I believe I can do now since I've gone through it myself. There would be more drama and hijinks and less sexuality, but overall, you will still be able to tell it's me writing it. I still have a warped sense of humor, and I doubt that will ever change.
What do you all think? Is there any interest in seeing this VN be finished in the way I described above?
This is a new version of me. I've completely surrendered and have been healed from my sex addiction.
Strangely enough, I'm beginning to feel the urge to finish this VN now. If I am led to do this, it will be written by an author who has been going through massive changes over the four years, so the tone of the VN would change again. That should piss even more people off, but that's how this thing seems to be evolving, so no apologies for that.
Bunni has been trapped in that bubble universe for a long time now, and I want to get her out of there. I want to tell the story of her sexual healing as I believe I can do now since I've gone through it myself. There would be more drama and hijinks and less sexuality, but overall, you will still be able to tell it's me writing it. I still have a warped sense of humor, and I doubt that will ever change.
What do you all think? Is there any interest in seeing this VN be finished in the way I described above?
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Sometimes I like the turns of a VN to be like I would have done them.. but sometimes it is nice to be guided towards other directions. The mindset of the author could give me more amusement and thoughts than myself (given that I don't dislike the way it goes).
So yes, I'd like to see where it goes!
Have a wonderful new life Tawny Fairquim Frolics !!!
So yes, I'd like to see where it goes!
Have a wonderful new life Tawny Fairquim Frolics !!!
looking forward to it
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just make sure your mental healh comes first
That is number one priority. Need to run it by April... I mean, my wife.
I've been reviewing it. Pretty rough around the edges, but overall I'm happy with it what I made. There is a temptation to recode the first part to make it fit in better with the later scenes. I didn't use the dissolve feature much in Chapter 1, so it seems a bit clunkier, but so be it. Part of my enjoyment I get playing other people's games is watching how the developer progresses with their craft, so I don't want to mess with it for others that like that as well.
its your game as long as you stand by it thats all that matters
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Just don't do anything stupid like removing all the f/f parts.
Being stupid is part of how my creative process works. I wrote myself into a corner and that's how Bunni came to be, not to mention the alternate timelines.
But fear not, all the components of the first half of the VN will be present in the second half, but it's going to be similar to the Wizard of Oz as they follow the yellow brick road to dystopia, as unsubtly signaled by the F5 tornado. The silliness will not go away, for I am a silly person who doesn't take anything too seriously, including dystopia. Also, the MC will grow a pair in the second half and take control of his harem with a fine display of healthy masculinity.
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Lucy MacLean walks along a slightly irradiated road in the wasteland.
When she comes across a strange billboard.
And she wonders: Did this visual novel manage to release before the fall?
Sorry for my cheeky take on this Best of luck in your endeavors Tawny Fairquim Frolics may Jensen, Lisa or Patrick bless your GPU!
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And she wonders: Did this visual novel manage to release before the fall?
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Best of luck in your endeavors Tawny Fairquim Frolics may Jensen, Lisa or Patrick bless your GPU!
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Damn, I forgot how much I love to interact with other creative folk!Lucy MacLean walks along a slightly irradiated road in the wasteland.
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When she comes across a strange billboard.
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And she wonders: Did this visual novel manage to release before the fall?
Sorry for my cheeky take on this