I might be weird or something, but as far as fapping materials go, I actually get that from VNs, like Milfy City in particular in example, because lets say Linda (the Mom) in this VN is nothing short from breath-taking, she's like the perfect MILF from head to toes and her personality included, and the story itself helps me to connect with her, and it's really the story that builds up to stuff that fascinates and even excites me, and not just in a sexual manner but in many ways. And that's why I love VNs, properly made VNs like Milfy City and Depraved Awakening just to name a few. Quality VNs you can't help but to feel certain type of way as things develop and progress, haha.