- Apr 2, 2018
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Since we never see MC doing things with Mel and we meet him after all that drama, or most of it anyway, I never had any deep consideration about this (past) chapter of his life. My MC - in a way - is not the same guy who did all these things in the past; he doesn't try to heal or to punish himself or do anything based on his past actions, because I try to make him more like me (on my main playthrough at least). So while I appreciate that part of the plot, the internal monologues, etc. they do not inform my choices in a game a single bit; I rejected Mel dream sequence at the beginning, cause I don't care too much about MC's past beyond what I see in a game, so I don't want to see him too attached to it either. My MC mostly tries to involve himself in the things I do or would like to do myself. I kinda treat NiF as close as I can to an RPG game.
Of course for the general plot it could mean that it all can be interpreted as him trying to punish himself - as my main playthrough focuses on femdom (without Kim tho) - but if I would to look at my MC's actions in the context of the whole plot I'd say he became a guy who found his freedom in accepting what he really likes, in letting some of the pressure move away from him, and started - or slowly starts - enjoying (exploring) his newfound (but most likely always existing within him) kinks in a way that doesn't harm anyone.
Of course for the general plot it could mean that it all can be interpreted as him trying to punish himself - as my main playthrough focuses on femdom (without Kim tho) - but if I would to look at my MC's actions in the context of the whole plot I'd say he became a guy who found his freedom in accepting what he really likes, in letting some of the pressure move away from him, and started - or slowly starts - enjoying (exploring) his newfound (but most likely always existing within him) kinks in a way that doesn't harm anyone.