- Sep 3, 2020
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I was in another Forum but I felt something wrong so I had to returni always assumed it was just me being an horny teenager... was i depressed? have i been depressed for so many years? was i looking for validation in the amount and quality of my partners in aesthetical terms instead of digging in for a commitement? is that why i am still to this day afraid of comitment far more then i am of std´s?
is the reason why i am in love with Sasha because of her sexy facial scar that signifies that she as been trough hell and therefore i project onto her a bridge wich gives me hope of a meaningfull connection? is my soul and heart as scarred as her face if not more?
is there a light at the end of the tunnel? or is it just an emergency exit for when it gets too hot inside my soul and i must escape myself before my own torch of destiny consumes me for my evil deeds?because somehow i know i can only find so many excuses until i must face the monster that pursues me in every mirror or in every glassed window and in every evil deed i see performed before me, that triggers the flame inside of me like warning of my conscience... "this is what you have become, you have fighted the darkness for so long that you have become the darkness! you faced the void so many times that your soul as become the void! you have been alienated from life for so many years now that you are now an alien even onto yourself! die a young and beautifull hero or survive to become the vilain such is the fate that awaits all who are born to be great!"
fucking hell i need to go and hug Sasha, the light to my darkness the cool to my fire the yang to my ying my counterweight, that keeps me balanced!
MC: Yo Bella!
Bella: yes faggot?
MC: i think i am in love with the most beautifull woman in the world!
Bella: Really? about fucking time you limp dick!
MC: She as eyes as deep as the ocean where i would willingly drown myself!
Bella: Ohhh, please do tell me more!
MC: her skin is the softness of silk but alive and warm, with an heat that reaches into my soul!
Bella: i am getting the tingles, please do not stop!
MC: Her face as the beauty and purity of the mountains where one can open up and trully breath!
Bella: fucking hell i am getting horny!
MC: her body is the promiss of eternal Bliss in a single embrace
MC: that even tough it might only last but for a moment it will be forever eternal in my memory and in my heart!
Bella: FUCKING HELL! TAKE ME NOW, MAKE ME YOURS!
MC. Bella....
Bella: Ask me anything!
MC: you think Sasha would agree to go out with me if i asked?
Bella: *schocked* I hope you die of cancer you worthless piece of shit and be sent to hell to suffer forever!
Mc: yeah yeah, love your sense of humour and you are like totally my best friend... but what about Sasha?
Bella: *sobbing* why do i keep doing this to myself *sobbing*
MC: come here let me hug you, that is how i know you trully a friend! you feel within your heart my angst!
Bella: i hate the reason why you are hugging me, and yet there is nothing i value more in this world!
MC: OH MY GOOD SASHA LOOKING AT US... QUICK ACT COOL!
so this is where it was coming from
Brothers can you not see what Warscared is doing
this is not just one of his attacks
he is training getting warmed up for the waifu war