i not care anymore to be honest, i do what i want, i sleep wen i want, to be honest, im even happy to have no friends of family, ........ i post everthing from history religion, different between hesus and jesus ............ or beter say hesus (834 bc) and apollonius of tyana) celtic isralites, .......... i did 18 year study at 15 hours at day............ ok , most dont believe me .......but im free to say and post what i want, i can be honest , i have nothing to lose, because i have no friends of family, everthing have his price, total freedom is a very high price.............. and there toys for get a orgasm, and be honest, after 1 orgasm its out for a man, .............. me, ....... i put ma toy away .. or clean my hand on my bed, and i go to sleep, no angry face next to me, that i want to sleep, because i cant do anything after my orgasm, some girls stay 3 days in my bed, there ways enough to do with a girl withouw penetration, ................no love ......... no sex, im to old for games, its now for life or nothing................... na jalousy, none care i sit from morning to night on my pc , try find answers , ........ after 18 years, i not even have questions left to seek, .............. latin name for planet venus is lucifer.......... 666 is angle and speed of the earth, and 616 was wen rome was take over and change there religion to workship saturnus ............... that where my last 3 questions i find my answers on, freedom have his price, and i dont need look to others on what i answer, ........... what you not have,............ you cannot lose, so have none............. is a blessing, ....... i have nobody to lose................. or no weak points as "hesus" there is nothing to blackmail me , even if you send me 100 wives, im single............. there is not even 1 to send that i "cheat" ............... so what can there do.......... to blackmail me, ............. if you have a wife , if you have kids, your in control............ al i can lose............... is only my life................... and none will care of cry or even miss me, ............. and me, i dont care, if my time comes , it comes, there is nothing that keeps me here ,even death is a blessing in a world of pain, ............... im blessed, i have nothing or nobody to lose............. most people never can say even the truth withouw be afraid of losing friends, ................ me i can say all i want withouw any price................. what can there do me, there nothing ................ only my life.........and there very less that ready to kill for it..............and there not intrested in a big fat man with a handicap and autism and no friends of familly , there is nothing to get if you poor, so nothing to afraid of................ painfull yes............ but its a blessing on any other way..............to be free to do what you want withouw need to tell others "why"
. Good going mate!
