Doing two games is batshit crazy.
Your replies were reasonable so far so riddle me this: Why do you think you can manage two games at once? What are you doing differently than all the other devs who are struggling to produce updates for one single project that you can invest twice the amount of energy and time?
I know it is possible as soon as I have eliminated my weak points and strengthened my habits.
I saw a big increase in render output since May due to the fact that I more or less "recovered" from the SG Chapter 3 grind.
Developing is actually super fun again.
15 renders a day for both games and I hit the 2-3 month update-mark for both games.
What are you doing differently than all the other devs who are struggling to produce updates for one single project
I am optimizing myself and the way I work. I also think you cannot really compare devs.
For example, I am doing a lot of "advanced" Zbrushing lately. Not just in still renders or on characters.
I am custom sculpting the movement of, for example, Miru's vagina, thighs, belly during a sex scene. Make the glans of the penis get pushed in by her touch during a handjob.
While creating a 20+ animation sex scene.
If a dev struggles to get a normal-sized update out for one project, then there is a high chance it is his own fault for being not organized and/or focused enough.
[...] that you can invest twice the amount of energy and time?
And this is the key to it all.
Time does not equal output.
I've had high focus days in May in which I created 21 WiAB renders + one 120 frames lewd animation and 20 SG renders in around ten hours and then rendered them overnight.
It all comes down to focus. If the focus is there, I can do it.
At the moment, I am still a "victim" to "overstimulation", I work on a scene- something is loading, and I tab into YT, etc.
I am currently curing this sickness of procrastination with meditation and other things.
I have to get rid of a damn annoying habit that we all probably know too well.
There is another reason why Chapter 1 is taking- longer than it should. I will discuss this after the release.
Doing two games is batshit crazy.
You're entitled to your own opinion. I will not try to change your mind.
But let me give you my side of the coin.
I have a damn good time developing these games. (At least since May again.)
You're speaking from a consumer perspective, I speak from the perspective of someone who has found a creative outlet. A way to express himself and take others on the road with him.
You're saying I am batshit crazy.
But I am having a really good time and I have had more fun developing the last two months than the entire year of 2020.
I think the only good thing I can tell you is that the day will come when my habits and determination are aligned.