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I'm sorry for going ghost for a bit.
I didn't want to make this post for a variety of reasons and I still don't really want to but you guys deserve to know what's up.
I left a comment on the last mind drop quickly saying what happened but to say it here also.
My grandpa that I spent the last 6 years taking care of passed away a few weeks ago now.
I paused pledges since I knew I wouldn't be able to work on the game much this month.
I was hoping to have the update out before the end of April since there wasn't much left to do and I was hopeful to get it done but anytime I tried... all I wanted to do was lay in bed.
Unlike my best friend and aunt that passed away a few years ago, I knew this was coming. He had been battling his illnesses for a long time and things had been looking rough for a while.
He was surrounded by family and we all had an opportunity to say goodbye.
So I'm okay. Fucking sad but okay.
I was his caretaker. It's been very hard adjusting to not having him around.
Also as his caretaker I have a lot to deal with. Funeral and all that aside and done I still have a lot of legal stuff and his possessions to work through. As well as the grief and everything.
I am taking some time off to deal with everything. I don't have any dates or updates to share. I'm taking my time but I will pause pledges until the update is out if it's not this month.
And lastly, a few weeks ago I had only ever banned a handful of people from my patreon. These past few weeks that number has quadrupled. Admittedly I'm emotional about it right now and might regret some of those later on but for right now:
Keep criticism about me and the game only. Don't bring my family into it or you're gone. Don't harass or antagonize other patrons or you're gone. That's it.
Thank you all for your patience and understanding and thank you all for the kind messages. They have meant a lot.
I'll let you guys know when I'm back at it. It shouldn't be too long.
Love you guys and I'll talk to you soon.