- Apr 28, 2020
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You know, this is the first post since my return that got to me a little bit. My original reaction to it was a bit vitriolic (I blame being sick). Or it's just a reaction to the fact that I do feel guilty about how I managed this month.
I see my homie Krypt has also had my back and explained that I have been working and have been paused. But I'd like to talk a bit more about it.
I've also come to realize there's a lot of misinformation about me / things that happened so I think now would be a good time to do what I've admittedly been putting off and explain in detail exactly where my mind is at and why.
Have I been the developer I aspire to be lately? Hell no.
Why is that?
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Fuck, covid sucks so much that my hands hurt from typing this much out.
Guess this is a decent ending point. I just wanted to brain vomit about some stuff and just try to explain the reasoning behind things going the way they have. I may edit more onto this post after my hands stop hurting.
Before I go though I do want to mention that I don't want you guys to be sad for me or anything. This wasn't the goal of the post. It's more of a "look at all the shit I went through and I'm still here fighting and healing so have some faith in me" kind of posts.
Sorry for the book.
Well I figured it was only a matter of time before we got the post that would trigger you. I am sorry I could not jump on to defend you like I normally would have. Glad to see my friend The Krypt Angel was here to jump in right away. I hope you don't mind but I added your post to the FAQ, as I felt it was a great explanation of everything.
I am sorry you are still dealing with this kind of stuff from people here and other places as well. I know you didn't ask for any of this stuff to happen to you, but it did. Just know you have people here and on your discord that will support you no matter what. It is not just because you created a game so many of us are passionate about, it is because of the person you are. We have your back and always will. I think I am more upset that you couldn't follow through with your plan for this past weekend, I know how stressful asking someone that question can be. Hopefully you find another way to do it soon.
I know I am just another crazy fan of you and your game, but if there is ever anything you need just let me know. You helped me a lot this year in many ways and I want to return the favor any way I can.