There's a lot to unpack here.
OH MY GOD..... its just blah blah blah, "i was sad coz stuff happened in my life" that literally happened in everyone else's life. Come on now, this is the same story as always.
Try to post less stuff dude, your patreons who still pay you might be stupid enough to get confused by it but most of us here can see through that shit.
It should be
-is the update coming or not
-if yes then when
-if not then why
-when can it be expected.
we dont wanna listen to your entire lifestory every time.
im sorry if i came off as a bit rude, but this is way too much. promising more than 2000 renders AGAIN and now we get this same story. Pausing pledges isnt gonna do shit for all the broken promises. i told you this 3 years ago, ppl who pledge to you do it to support you in making the game and its not always "release x amount of renders for y amount of money" so pausing pledges isnt gonna bring back the broken trust. It not about money everytime.
If you are gonna release the update tomorrow, then what was the point of this post???