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If you've been in my discord then you've already heard the news that my mom surprised me on Friday and came from PA to see me. Me and her have talked on the phone every night since my aunt died and she knew that I needed someone else to be here with me right now.
Which is really awesome since I haven't seen her in a few years, the only problem is that she brought my nephew and there really isn't room for 4 people where I live. There's only two bedrooms so I've let my mom sleep in my room and I've been on the couch. And my room is where I work and my mom doesn't know about what I do for obvious reasons so working on the update has been difficult. I've been writing dialogue on a laptop and rendering when I can.
On top of this last night around 10 p.m. there was a (not that bad) storm that managed to knock my power out. It was back on when I woke up this morning but I still lost a good chunk of time.
But last night it was really quiet and I was forced to just lay there and think about things.
I thought about how lucky I am to be doing what I do and how I never thought I'd have a community around me like I do now. I thought about the kid that left PA and put his life on hold to help his grandpa and I thought about how difficult it was for me to support me and him on my own before now. All of you guys have effected my life in a way that I'll never be able to explain. I'm so grateful for each and every one of you.
I also thought about a few other things. I thought about how despite not seeing my mom for all of this time I've been trying to find time away from them so I can finish the update and that isn't a good feeling. She's only here until Tuesday and I should be spending as much time with her as I can instead of trying to avoid it.
With them visiting I would already have to push it back a day to Monday. And I haven't really gotten to render very much so I'm not even sure what the release after this one would look like. For these reasons I'm going to be just having the one release this month on
4/30.
That lets me spend these last two days with my mom and nephew and lets me have two additional days to polish the update. It's my first large release since my very first one and I'm nervous about it. Especially since important stuff happens and I don't want it to go off poorly and ruin it.
I hope you guys understand. It's very poor timing but I really don't want to look back on these days and regret not spending more time with her.
I know after this update is out everything will start going back to normal. And I know a lot of you guys will say it's okay that I took this time but I still want to give back some more. So I'm going to be doing a few things.
1. Now that "Princess" is integrated in the game and I have all of her story planned. It's time for us to make another client. Polls will start May 2nd and will follow the same structure as last time. None of the options that were chosen last time will be available this time though.
(Please comment on here or on discord or DM me suggestions that you'd like to see added.)
2. I'll be setting up a poll for a larger weekend render set (20 renders or so). Where you guys will get to select what the topic of it is.
(Please comment on here or on discord or DM me suggestions that you'd like to see added.)
3. For my tier 3-4s they didn't get a specific release this month and I want to do something special to make up for it. I'm thinking either a second poll for them for a character that hasn't been seen nude yet or something along those lines. I'm not sure yet. They're free to offer suggestions as well.
I'm sorry for yet another delay but I promise it's the last one. There isn't a whole ton left to do and once this one is out I'll be back to a release every week. The adventures of ratfuck bastard man continues but his story ends soon.
I'll probably be silent these next few days as I'll be spending my time with family, but I'll be back on Tuesday to finish this up and I'll have another post on Wednesday with a few teasers where I'll also confirm that the update will be out on Thursday.
(Also for those wondering how I'm doing. I'm actually feeling much better since my mom came. It was a form of closure to actually sit and talk it out with her in person. May is going to be my redemption arc. Trust me.)
Thank you guys again, love you. <3
