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Megan. I'm not sure if i would be able to go through it all again and make that awful choice again :(
Ya you can, I thought the same and I gotta tell you Getting to enjoy both the girls Megan and Mel and then saving Mel... Gotta tell you the way that was done Is just as impactful as Megans story... Take some to collect yourself then go again, Trust me that path is a beautiful one.

I would rather have the MC dying but managing to save both. They had gone through a lot, they didn't deserve anything less than happiness
I agree but the dev made the mc somewhat of a negligent tool tbh, theres a fukin break in and he does nothing... Really? Seriously?

It was all soo very unnecessary and easily preventable...
 

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A Heroic death would have been nice only issue with that is how much that would have impacted the girls but I'd swap anything just to have both Megan and Melissa alive at the end.
ya Agreed... tho this was preventable... thats the most pathetic part of all this...

This game what can I even begin to say, I downloaded it after playing Being A DIK, I have never been emotional about a game before but this, this game makes me feel like a fucked up, as if I missed up and there no way for me to fix it, the sense of shock, and wanting to go back in time and change it, but you can't fix it this is no fairy tale, you cant go back in time and fix it you can only live in the future you have created full of regret, this feeling I have it reminds me of when I caught my hand on fire, or just about any traumatic event, the feeling of nothing just empty almost cold emotions that numb your thoughts and mind and the sickness the feeling of almost wanting to feel like vomiting but not.

I've seen death on T.V. shows or movies, games, even real life, but to be honest non of them really tug my emotions, the people who died I never new well enough to actually feel for them, and digital entertainment is just that entertainment, but this game has caused me to feel something I have only felt during extremely stressful situations, no fear, anger or any kind of emotions, barley even a sense of consciousness as if I'm on autopilot, the brain fog making it hard to think, and anything I am able to my body does on it own, though it mostly moves of it own volition.

This game in a sense and purpose is a tramatic experience I don't know if it can classify as just a game, but an actual rendition of a real life event.

I have played many game, and many porn/hentai games, in its own category of porn games it is hands down the best one on here from my own experience, even if you where to compare it to a non porn game just for the way the story mind fucks you, it should be in the top 100 if not the top 50 best story driven games, but this is just my opinion on the matter.

I would recommend you play this game, with out a second thought, but do be warn this is not a game this is a traumatic experience simulator.

Now I can't wait to see how Being A DIK whille turn out and how thats gonna mind fuck me.
Well you picked a superb title to begin with...

Getting emotional after a read through is just part of it, I am guessing you chose Megan as most do...
you should be aware that you can actually fall in love with both the girls Meg and Mel and on the second readthrough, choose Mel, I gotta tell the quality of how that was done is just as powerful as Megans story...

Dunno on your comment of this being a Trauma sim, but the dev sure knows how to engage the reader to make them care for the fiction he creates, and honestly this is the second vn I have come across that Turned storyline first and sex content second... I think the reason being is that you actually find partners that actually Love each other and it shows...

FYI there is actually 22 different endings... Thats a hell of a lot of possibilities... The one I like is where both leah and peter get terminated, it was satisfying to see the mc end it on that note, what I didnt get is why he woulda had regrets for cleaning house...


That would be nice if MC managed to have them both pregnant before dying - he never wore a condom, there was always the chance.
ya woulda been nice but I dont think theres preggo here sadly then again that would likely have just made things even worse... One of the girls PLUS an unborn child.... is prolly why no preggo.
 
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Before posting I went through the game for around 6 hours trying to find a way to get a better ending, no the first time I went with Melisa, I cheated with Ana to save Megan' career, I stayed away from Angela and Hedwig, though I did flirt with Rena but never took danced with her, but suggested her to Liam, so from that you know what ending I got for the first time, went back and dint cheat, still was upset with the ending, went with Megan started I started the game over and was nice to Leah, mean to Leah, tried to get no girl, and so much more but nothing no matter what I did I had to make a choice, and my choice in the end was Melisa I did prefer her over Megan but it dint mean I din't want to chose Megan.

I have always wanted to make games I would aways try but never pulled through in the end, but this game might make me ending up pushing past that hurdle just to get a more satisfying ending.

Like if you choose to work out at the begging you can save both of them, you would be stronger, and have more reserves for oxygen, and most likely have done some high altitude training meaning your body, uses oxygen more efficiently, plus I know from running cross country, that at points you don't need to breath any more, at some points you can hold your breath and just keep running, plus with such a situation in game the added adrenaline including if you worked should be more than enough to drag/ carry both of them out, or maybe you invite Liam over for dinner to consul him if your friendship is high enough,ask how Peter got in if the doors where locked, than maybe change out the locks, add cameras just about anything could help.
 
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Before posting I went through the game for around 6 hours trying to find a way to get a better ending, no the first time I went with Melisa, I cheated with Ana to save Megan' career, I stayed away from Angela and Hedwig, though I did flirt with Rena but never took danced with her, but suggested her to Liam, so from that you know what ending I got for the first time, went back and dint cheat, still was upset with the ending, went with Megan started I started the game over and was nice to Leah, mean to Leah, tried to get no girl, and so much more but nothing no matter what I did I had to make a choice, and my choice in the end was Melisa I did prefer her over Megan but it dint mean I din't want to chose Megan.

I have always wanted to make games I would aways try but never pulled through in the end, but this game might make me ending up pushing past that hurdle just to get a more satisfying ending.

Like if you choose to work out at the begging you can save both of them, you would be stronger, and have more reserves for oxygen, and most likely have done some high altitude training meaning your body, uses oxygen more efficiently, plus I know from running cross country, that at points you don't need to breath any more, at some points you can hold your breath and just keep running, plus with such a situation in game the added adrenaline including if you worked should be more than enough to drag/ carry both of them out, or maybe you invite Liam over for dinner to consul him if your friendship is high enough,ask how Peter got in if the doors where locked, than maybe change out the locks, add cameras just about anything could help.
Ya I know man, Fact is no matter which way the RL version would be... The dev decided to play it this way...

In the USA this would end up with 9mm silencer a visit and hey thats one problem solved Still the Leah gate... that come as a shocker to me but there were warning signs if you were to take a closer look...

It is what it is...

Concerning the different endings the walkthrough has the guide on that grab that off the dl page.

Honestly I loved both the girls... Cant imagine choosing tbh...
 
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ya woulda been nice but I dont think theres preggo here sadly then again that would likely have just made things even worse... One of the girls PLUS an unborn child.... is prolly why no preggo.
i was only hypotetically speaking if the MC sacrificed himself to save the girls, that it would have been nice to get them both impregnated... in my save i got Megan pregnant
 
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Honestly I loved both the girls... Cant imagine choosing tbh...
It's not something that can be done just at a click of the finger I loved both Megan and Melissa and never wanted to pick between them so when they agreed to share I was over the moon in my mind it was perfect until that damn fire hit us.
 

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It's not something that can be done just at a click of the finger I loved both Megan and Melissa and never wanted to pick between them so when they agreed to share I was over the moon in my mind it was perfect until that damn fire hit us.
I know right... If there was a perfect threesome that woulda been it... The fire choice I blame the MC for allowing that go without backup...

On a personal note I have had 3 attempts on my life so security and minding your surroundings is a way of staying alive for me.
I cant imagine not turning a home into a fortress and having heavily armed army guys on standby... ESPECIALLY after a break in and a near tragic situation... That ones on the MC hands down.
 
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I may have picked Melissa for my final go around that does not mean I dint like Megan as well honestly when I first started I had the hots for Melissa I liked her more than Megan, but as the story went on I came to like both of them equally, so I was super happy when the game let me have both but that was a short lived happy moment, it dint take long before I was left in a state of daze, but there is nothing you can do to change that fate, I guess this does prepare me for one thing, and that's to more fucking cautions than the MC in protecting your loved ones especially if something happend recently.
 
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I guess this does prepare me for one thing, and that's to more fucking cautions than the MC in protecting your loved ones especially if something happend recently.
Well ideally it shouldn't happen in these games a lot of us play them for the enjoyment and having one of the girls die certainly wasn't enjoyable and I'm betting a lot of us wouldn't wish to see such a scene again.
 

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Well ideally it shouldn't happen in these games a lot of us play them for the enjoyment and having one of the girls die certainly wasn't enjoyable and I'm betting a lot of us wouldn't wish to see such a scene again.
I'm waiting for this scenario though:
Some vanilla non-NTR-game... ...after waves of rude NTR-lovers complaining that there's no NTR the developer decides to implement this:
MC meets a new girl - they fall in love - some random cucker enters the scene - stuff runs its way - and just when MC is about to be cucked shit goes bad (some drug cartel storming the house and killing everyone or stuff like that)... ...with a friendly note from the dev "here's your NTR - happy now?" ;)
 

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I may have picked Melissa for my final go around that does not mean I dint like Megan as well honestly when I first started I had the hots for Melissa I liked her more than Megan, but as the story went on I came to like both of them equally, so I was super happy when the game let me have both but that was a short lived happy moment, it dint take long before I was left in a state of daze, but there is nothing you can do to change that fate, I guess this does prepare me for one thing, and that's to more fucking cautions than the MC in protecting your loved ones especially if something happend recently.
Fuk ya...

Be happy to be called the Security chief then to be called the one that let my daughter die...
Dunno about you but if I was the dad... Rage, you would wanna Leave the state and leave no trace... cuz Vengeance would be hot on your heels if you let some tool kill my girl....

Dont take my word for it... Ask yourself What you would do to the man responsible for your daughters death and you tell me how much of monster you would become?

Could you Ever Life with that kind of guild?

I know what I would choose Every time
 
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I have always been to one to want to risk my life to save other, If It was my fault for the death of someones daughter or my loved one even, I don't know if I could take the gilt of it, if I dint take the easy way out and kill my self I would most likely dedicate the rest of my life to stopping something like that from happening again and helping others.

This sounds stupid and all but if I have nothing left why would I not try and save others, I may resort to murder and many other illegal things but to me it would be the right answer, I would get caught one day and killed or in imprisoned, but I would only have one regret that being unable to saving my loved ones.

You can't control life but that does not mean I'm gonna let it rape my ass with out resisting.
 

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I have always been to one to want to risk my life to save other, If It was my fault for the death of someones daughter or my loved one even, I don't know if I could take the gilt of it, if I dint take the easy way out and kill my self I would most likely dedicate the rest of my life to stopping something like that from happening again and helping others.

This sounds stupid and all but if I have nothing left why would I not try and save others, I may resort to murder and many other illegal things but to me it would be the right answer, I would get caught one day and killed or in imprisoned, but I would only have one regret that being unable to saving my loved ones.

You can't control life but that does not mean I'm gonna let it rape my ass with out resisting.
dunno about control... BUT, Life is what make it...

Like the Mc, Have eyes that see, Have ears that hear, and when your loved ones are put at risk Teach the cocksukers responsible some manners, At the same time make sure your loved ones are safe...

Prep em for Life, eg Self defense classes, not being so trusting of others... Minding your suroundings...

Little things that could well make the difference between Life or Death and regret of a lifetime... Your choice...

Choose Wisely... You might not get a second chance.
 

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dunno about control... BUT, Life is what make it...

Like the Mc, Have eyes that see, Have ears that hear, and when your loved ones are put at risk Teach the cocksukers responsible some manners, At the same time make sure your loved ones are safe...

Prep em for Life, eg Self defense classes, not being so trusting of others... Minding your suroundings...

Little things that could well make the difference between Life or Death and regret of a lifetime... Your choice...

Choose Wisely... You might not get a second chance.
This advice I'm gonna try to take to heart, I just barley turned 19 so I have not found something to protect but I want to prepare for when the time does come, I don't want to be over protective like my father even though I'm an adult he wont let me walk to town cause I might get hit by a car, but I understand him, I'm not his first kid he lost one in a motorcycle accident 30 years ago.

I want to protect them but not suffocate them.

And learned how to Quote sorry about taking so long.
 
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This advice I'm gonna try to take to heart, I just barley turned 19 so I have not found something to protect but I want to prepare for when the time does come, I don't want to be over protective like my father even though I'm an adult he wont let me walk to town cause I might get hit by a car, but I understand him, I'm not his first kid he lost one in a motorcycle accident 30 years ago.

I want to protect them but not suffocate them.

And learned how to Quote sorry about taking so long.
Well you can take some lessons from this VN

Martial Arts training is very useful Especially hand to hand combat, My suggestion is Kung fu but pick whatever you fancy
Take up something like this with your girlfriend, Trust me it will be funny as shit if one of your buddys crosses the line and she puts em down with one hand LOL

Then you can get involved LOL

As in this VN Dont ignore threats... and dont allow those you love to be unprepared what ever form that takes

be it a security detail
Martial arts training
Firearms training if your allowed to use in self def
or any combo there of

Remember no one knows how much time we have with those we love this VN is a prime EG there of

Make the most of every single day and live a life of no regret or not

and Live with the guilt of the MC because he didnt train his lungs to hold his breath for 3 min....

Your call.
 
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Well you can take some lessons from this VN

Martial Arts training is very useful Especially hand to hand combat, My suggestion is Kung fu but pick whatever you fancy
Take up something like this with your girlfriend, Trust me it will be funny as shit if one of your buddys crosses the line and she puts em down with one hand LOL

Then you can get involved LOL

As in this VN Dont ignore threats... and dont allow those you love to be unprepared what ever form that takes

be it a security detail
Martial arts training
Firearms training if your allowed to use in self def
or any combo there of

Remember no one knows how much time we have with those we love this VN is a prime EG there of

Make the most of every single day and live a life of no regret or not

and Live with the guilt of the MC because he didnt train his lungs to hold his breath for 3 min....

Your call.
There is this girl I like we are not girlfriend and boyfriend but that's because of our distance, she really likes me and I like her, I don't her to hurt cause of our distance so I keep saying she can move on, and she does not have to stay because of my feelings, but she is really suborn and refuses to not love me, but shes been really sickly her hole childhood, enough to be bed ridden for most of it, she almost an adult now and she still really sickly not enough to be bed ridden but there are days where she is stuck in bed, she takes a lot of medicine, and I can't help but fear that in the future she may not be around.
 
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Damn I wouldn't let distance come between you both not for something as strong as love

Keeping on topic it's what the MC should have done with the girls his fault was for leaving them alone and like we were discussing just the other day just bearing that burden would pretty much destroy anyone mentally and I certainly wouldn't wish that on anyone.
 
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Damn I wouldn't let distance come between you both not for something as strong as love

Keeping on topic it's what the MC should have done with the girls his fault was for leaving them alone and like we were discussing just the other day just bearing that burden would pretty much destroy anyone mentally and I certainly wouldn't wish that on anyone.
I'm not gonna let distance stop it, but for the time being it has to early next year that changes though as Im probably getting my licence so I can drive for visits.

After thinking about it and replying the game I gotta ask who the fuck leaves 2 girls alone in a house, that someone dangers broke into recently and almost raped one of them.
 
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After thinking about it and replying the game I gotta ask who the fuck leaves 2 girls alone in a house, that someone dangers broke into recently and almost raped one of them.
Exactly that's what me and Red469 have been discussing, to leave two vulnerable girls in a house alone after the previous incidents of what happened was just madness, anyone with just a little bit of sense would make sure they are protected or hell if the MC has to go out either invite both or ask Liam to stay over with them just to keep them safe, but anyone in that position would have taken precautions to ensure the girls safety.
 
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There is this girl I like we are not girlfriend and boyfriend but that's because of our distance, she really likes me and I like her, I don't her to hurt cause of our distance so I keep saying she can move on, and she does not have to stay because of my feelings, but she is really suborn and refuses to not love me, but shes been really sickly her hole childhood, enough to be bed ridden for most of it, she almost an adult now and she still really sickly not enough to be bed ridden but there are days where she is stuck in bed, she takes a lot of medicine, and I can't help but fear that in the future she may not be around.
Dont let distance stop you and just follow your heart, I know sometimes that easier said then done because of circumstances but still... Much like the Mc he went for what he wanted and hell he even ended up with two girls... Just go for it, if thats what you want.

I'm not gonna let distance stop it, but for the time being it has to early next year that changes though as Im probably getting my licence so I can drive for visits.

After thinking about it and replying the game I gotta ask who the fuck leaves 2 girls alone in a house, that someone dangers broke into recently and almost raped one of them.

someone FAR FAR Worse then leah and peta combined, he was guilty of a far worse crime:

The crime of willful negligence.
 
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