This is my first and last post here. I'm 35 yo ex-druggie, who was an atheist and made small crimes to get by, never really wanted to hurt anyone (but I did, mostly my family with lies). I encountered God 5 years ago, and with the faith in Christ God set me free from bondage of weed and ecstasy addiction and also sex addiction, but around a year ago I fell back in to sexual sin of masturbation and it has been a struggle.
I found these VN's and adult games because I never wanted to get hooked in porn again. I played this Being A Dik game and it kind of shook my world. What I mean by that is it really hit me hard, and I've waited and waited for months for the update and ran away from the calling of God, but I can't wait anymore and I must turn back to Him. I want to say to everyone there is forgiveness, I think even for me, big sinner who knows the truth yet I still lust after pixels.. Jesus is real, He loves you and wants to save you, and me... I go back to Him now, I want to have PEACE again, which I had for many years.. but when a believer struggles like me all I wanted was play the update and THEN turn but there are people living near me who need to hear the truth and I hope God will take me back, and I can be a worker for Him again. I'm dissapointed in myself for falling back in this sin and also to DPC, for taking this long to update. Interlude was useless and waste of time. But hope you find eternal life too DPC, and each and everyone of you here. Money and anything tangible won't cut it, we all need a real heart change. Take care and hope to see you all in heaven.