Thanks, Sancini! Really a do-or-die moment, and I don't think that I can afford to lose this time, so we will see!Hey Man, good luck with your studies
DiPeppo - Always prioritize your mental health. I cannot emphasize enough just how difficult it is to climb out of that hole, and how easy it is to fall down in the first place. I say this with the nearly 2 decades of battling mental health issues and partial/full hospitalization. Focus on IRL, all of us degenerates here will most likely still be aroundDiPeppo said:You must be registered to see the links
August 2nd, 2024*
Hello, folks.
I really wanted to get you more good news, but recently, it's nothing but extremely bad news for me - so much so that it now sounds like I'm making up excuses. The only bright spot of the whole two weeks is that, I was able to output 9 renders.
You might have remembered that I bought a new laptop 2 weeks ago. Of course, to be able to facilitate the work flow of Cyberheart and my school work, I decided to "pimp" my laptop - 32GB DDR5 RAM, 2TB SSD, a cooler stand for the laptop, etc. All was well, until Tuesday this week marks the dead day of my SSD. I thought that when my laptop refuses to boot to the login screen, it was just an error regarding some Windows updates I installed the previous night. But nope - the error of the laptop not recognizing any running Windows made me realize that it was not recognizing any SSD at all...which meant that my brand new SSD was a goner. Thanks Kingston, y'all made wonderful drives, but thank the Lord, I was able to put those 9 renders up on my cloud. Sadly, everything that I worked on the previous 4 days was gone.
And on top of that, a close family member of mine who got sacked literally 30 minutes ago. We were planning on the next steps on how to deal with it - but really, we know that the majority of the so-called "plan" involves sending hundreds of applications on LinkedIn and Glassdoor and Indeed for the next however many months. No update on my visa either.
I...I don't know. My drive is intact, my will is there; but I just want to curl up in my blanket. I just want to dial back for a moment and don't have to think about all of the shit that is hitting the fan now. Yet, my body somehow still operates - still opens the online portal to check the visa status, still writes down the list of things to do for the said family member, still opens HS2 and work on some WIP. Perhaps my mind will catch up to my body soon?
My apologies for the rant, but I just really don't have anything else to update except for a bunch of bollocks. At the very least, I got my self a new SSD while the other one was sent to maintenance - and everything was installed successfully (again). It's a tiny beam of hope to observe, but still hope regardless.
Peppy
It recently just felt like I won the lottery of bad luck, but I will try to hang on for as long as I can. But I appreciate your kind words, slick! Hopefully you are doing okay.DevinHesi - You're slacking mate! (Just kidding)
For those curious, here's the latest update from DiPeppo:
DiPeppo - Always prioritize your mental health. I cannot emphasize enough just how difficult it is to climb out of that hole, and how easy it is to fall down in the first place. I say this with the nearly 2 decades of battling mental health issues and partial/full hospitalization. Focus on IRL, all of us degenerates here will most likely still be around
*Edit: I know DiPeppo has the date list as August 3rd, however I received the update on August 2nd since I'm in the US timezones.
Take care of your brain first always. Good luck duder.It recently just felt like I won the lottery of bad luck, but I will try to hang on for as long as I can. But I appreciate your kind words, slick! Hopefully you are doing okay.
glad to hear everything is coming back together for you, Pep! I hope your new BR15 treats your wellYou must be registered to see the links
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Hello everyone,
Guess who’s back in the land of burgers and freedom? That’s right - yours truly! I really felt like the past month of mine could be made into a Netflix series (of bad luck, that is) - but it has its own ending: my visa was officially approved, issued, and delivered a few days ago, and I wasted no time booking a flight back. It’s been quite a journey - just a few weeks ago, I was looking at programs in Canada: I was ready to let go of my previous plans. But here I am, back in the States, and though I still have a few dragons left to slay, getting here was the biggest boss battle. I'll tackle the others one step at a time.
Alright, enough about my visa adventures - let’s talk about Cyberheart. I managed to prepare (but not render) 7 scenes. The last couple of weeks were mostly about sorting out the logistics of getting my desktop up and running again. I successfully transferred all the data from my laptop to my desktop without any issues (at least none that I've noticed yet). I've upgraded from BR14 to BR15, and it's running more efficiently now that I've removed some unused mods and plugins. I'm back to working on the scenes, and should have more updates for you next week.
Cheers, and it’s great to be back on home turf!
Peppy
Thanks Eggy!glad to hear everything is coming back together for you, Pep! I hope your new BR15 treats your well
Thank you, and cheers too!man, i love it when protagonists aren't chronic perverts with raging boners all the time. the writing is really good too! cheers!
That was indeed a tribute to Artemis by digi.B, yes!So question when Meredith mentioned Artemis was that supposed to be a callback to the android of the same name from Artemis or am I wrong?
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October 4th, 2024
Oh, hello again!
The past two weeks have been me trying to balance work and the game. The 8 sections of classes that I am a teaching assistant for, they have the first exam 2 weeks ago, so this week has been grading, logging grades in, and return the exams to the professors. We have 400 students so...
Unfortunately, that's all I could do given the grading that I did. Onto the next two weeks:
- We are only up about 13 renders.
- The mod is done! I was able to test it and it works great, so it should be off to Mei's inbox soon.
- Some 2D arts have been completed...I am still debating with myself how I should proceed with the availability of those artworks, because some artists do not allow private sharing and only accept public usage of those art. We will see.
That's it! I try to keep the work manageable so that I don't overpromise anything.
- I will try to wrap up the current sequence, which is about...I'd say 40-50 renders. Not easy, but not exactly hard either.
- I will ask for Mei's help soon.
- I should post something in the cool lounge for y'all again soon though, it's been a while.
I will see you again soon!
Peppy