You don't have to explain yourself, it's your money. You can give a hobo 20 bucks on the street, you can do whatever you want. I dropped this game pretty early, I played up to the part where the FMC gets to meet the Orc Chief (Shaman Bad End).
I'm curious what's the status of the development of the game now?
My biggest complaint was, as a consumer of Jap H-games, one thing I hate the most is these insta-slut scenes. In my eyes, Sabia says she's a strong independent woman (a general of army), but she becomes a submissive little bitch in the first scene when the orcs fuck her. I also didn't like the fact that Sabia never mentions the traumatic gang rape. Never harbors any grudge. And never tries to "heal her wounds". Just kinda forgets about it, like how Dany forgot about the Iron Fleet. I just found the writing to be poorly done, and doesn't represent the proper response to rape so I dropped it as unrealistic.