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Well buddy, if you haven't paying attention like most of us, this had a great chance to happen. It's not me spilling some knowledge here, it's just 2 things work and money. When you stop doing something for that long and you are not a person dedicated 100% to your own work, it is really hard to start again. It looks maybe stupid, simple, boring... Maybe it was so hard so now when you need to pull up the chair and work all you can think is the bad times. You wanna do something new maybe. And than there is money. One guy said, I can't remember whom- money doesn't make you greedy or polite, it is just extender of what you were before. Maybe I'm wrong but I don't think so. Sorry for this looooooooooooooooooooooooooong text :/