Ozymandias037
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- Sep 25, 2023
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The pleasure of exhibitionism isn't physical (or, okay, not only physical), it's psychological. Some people just get off on being watched. As for the degrading, some people get off on that, too. Especially rich and powerful people. Felicia gets off on both.That's what I also find unrealistic. I guess that's how porn logic works, but IRL it's hard to imagine highly intelligent and determined woman, who Felicia is, enjoying to be degraded to such low level. I mean there is no physical pleasure for a woman to be spunk on by a dozen of old dirty men or being degraded in other ways. So, either she is totally fucked up in the head, and I mean totally (you can call it a kink or whatever), or she does it for money (which is clearly not Felicia's case).
So, again I agree, by the pure porn logic it may be OK. But in this case Felicia loses a large part of her appeal to me as I don't enjoy smart and beautiful women being completely degraded to the dirt. It means they don't have self respect which means I, in turn, have no respect for them.
In the beginning of the game she appeared as a mysterious, smart, manipulative and extremely beautiful woman, but her present image is rather a mentally troubled, unstable and broken person. I think in its core it is this change of her character that I find hard to accommodate.
Sure, a lot of rich people are into domination, but a lot of them are also into submission. As someone else said a bunch of pages ago, rich people spend their entire lives bossing others around and being obeyed in every little thing. It's a complete role reversal for them to be humiliated and dominated, and some of them find that extremely arousing.
Also, I think there are three big things you're discounting:
1. You're right, Felicia absolutely, 100%, is fucked in the head. There is not a single character in this story that isn't fucked up in one way or another (or several). EDIT: You know what, I think I have to add an asterisk to this one. Mina actually seems relatively normal and mostly sane. Sure, she's got that naughty checklist, but that's more about exploring her own sexuality than anything else, and nothing so far has been too far out there.
2. As you yourself have said a bunch of times, Felicia is gorgeous, smart, single-minded, manipulative, and incredibly motivated. Do you really think that goes away just because she lets men jizz all over her? Do you really think she isn't using this entire competition as more manipulation of the men around her? She herself says (I think, anyway) that she's absolutely willing to use her good looks and the expectations of everyone around her as weapons. Why do you think that isn't exactly what she's doing?
3. You've mentioned a few times the danger to her social standing if her peers among the rich and powerful should find out what she's doing, and you've also mentioned that she's debasing herself in front of some of the most powerful men in the city. Those things are both true, as far as they go. But there is no way the men who see these things are going to go telling everyone all about it. Not only because of the aspect everyone else has mentioned, that the super smug and self-satisfied Elias is getting gigacucked and has no idea it's happening. Consider: what are they gonna do, casually drop in conversation at the country club that they saw the craziest thing at their secret illegal brothel club last weekend? The members of the club have just as much to lose socially, professionally, and reputationally as Felicia does. In fact, they're probably even more at risk if word gets out to the wrong people. I have to think that's part of the thrill of joining such a club in the first place -- the risk and taboo nature of everything going on is half the fun! And none of that even considers the potential for August sending an "associate" to do very bad things to them and/or their families if they open their mouths where they shouldn't.
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