oh the detailed description helps a lot. I was looking for this particular black screen before, thought its gone. Now I know where and how its triggered. Thanks a bunch.
As for reposting, reusing pics etc. I dont really give fuck honestly. Though there are many pics that I right now deem to be pretty badly drawn, those I wanna fix before more eyes get to see them haha.
ty for defending me and all. But I do think that all criticism is a fair game and valid, no excuse to avoid it if it can make the experience better.
On that note, I've been stunlocked looking at whats going in Eastern Europe, gotta get my goshdarn mind straight and get back to drawing/writing/scripting instead of endessly doomscrolling.