Well I'm still alive.... kinda.... The last two 1/2 weeks have been seriously tough. One not feeling good as usual but two dealing with a old friend that passed away. The later has had me running to West Virginia twice.... A almost 9 hour one way road trip to help clean out some of the things from his home. That alone beat the fucking hell out of me. I really should not have been driving with all the meds I'm on but I wasn't alone and the first trip I had a second person that could drive. I have been struggling to get over it all this last week or so. The trip wasn't in vain. I did get something from it in the form of tools and..... 3 computers, monitors and more. The computers where a mix of parts I ended up tearing them down and building two good pcs out of all three. One I gave away to one of my supporters that also played a part in me getting them and the other.... A Well built render rig with a ryzen 9, 128gb memory and a 3090ti 24gb card and 3 1 tb M2 drives among other things. I still need to find a way to get a large storage drive for assets but I now have a wicked nice tower for making renders. Though after spending what little I had on water cooling and better memory a new drive is going to have to wait.
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As for my games. I am still trying to find someone I can trust to write and code my games. I do have a couple offers for rendering but everyone is busy or they are people I do not trust to write my games content the way I want it done without someone trying to push their fetishes into them. Case in point lesbian content...... There will be no full on lesbian stuff in any of my games. Why? Because not everyone likes it. That doesn't mean there will not be any touchy feeling stuff. Sorry to leave people out but I would rather have more people play and read my stories than walk away from content they do not like. Now due to limited use of my left hand anyone interested in forming a team would need to be able to join voice chat in my discord. This way I can convey what scenes need to be written with my ideas of how the scenes play out. Those joining the team would have artistic license in everything else and even creating scenes to fill in between main scenes.
Anyone that is interested hit me up on discord. For now I need to get away from the pc and take my damn meds.
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