i guess you could try leap of faith. its completed and focuses on suicide and mental distress. there's some dicky but its not the main focus. if you want a story....i held off on giving this one a try for so long because there was no sex but honestly this was one of the best avns i've read, this one pretty much had me gripped from the start.
this is the part where i shamelessly ask if there's others like this one out there