This.. Is simply a motherfucking masterpiece. Finding this gem... and approaching it either requires certain "interests" or an extreme naivety.
This game... no... scratch that... the experience put forth here is... Intense.
There is an interesting (at this point I'm having to pause and edit... I literally don't possess the words to accurately explain the feeling).... Despite the fact, that I have been exceedingly proud of my articulation through life, despite my age.. and issues. This experience has been breathtaking and rendered me severely lacking in speech and wording.. for so many reasons.
((Major flags for fellow empaths/ Still worth it))
The sense of humor.... I give this a 4/5 piss yourself experience rating...
The feels... are full spectrum. I won't sugar coat this... I'm talking complete darkness, to unicorns running on rainbows as herds of halfling children play in a sunlit garden... (provided you invest yourself in the story, and possess a soul) This game... Experience will hurt. This game WILL make you cry, this game will make your ears rip ((pants too, you fellow sick fucks)) from how far your smile goes... This is not a game, it is truly an experience.
The story is magnificent, the rendering is deliciously beautiful (even if it does kind of make me feel guilty.. (( BTW guilt/ shame and regret are useless emotions, if you can, then you should learn to disregard these feelings if you're not hurting others)) , The bgm is endearing, and honestly, I had this running for days straight... for a few days it was a meditative and cathartic experience for me.
Some of the themes in the story really hit me in the heart. It resonated very deeply. Without the dumb luck, the guiding hand, and the open minds that I have encountered in my life, I would've been doomed.. due to experiences I had no choice in... I saw and felt a significant portion of myself in dear Avalon.
This experience broaches some of the darker sides of life, some of the pains that make us almost too fearful to do anything with ourselves, and in the short amount of time we have with these characters, their infectious positivity, love, philosophy and sense of humor... It disarms us.. It disarmed me.. It was one of the things that helped me feel more human... Than I have in a while.
TLDR: Thank you.. For the smiles and the tears, thank you for this strong laughter from deep in my gut, that made me worry I would wake the neighborhood. Thank you for the tears, that made me question if I should water my plants this month. and fuck you, for the erections that put holes in the wall if I turned around to quickly
To the team responsible for this beautifully loving, delightfully humorous, despairingly dark, and so over the top sinfully sexual experince. I have shed many tears, shared may smiles, and lost several gallons... I mean pounds... yeah pounds of weight
love all of you in my own way.
Thank you from the bottom of my breaking bleeding heart, to the tippy top of my tumescent manhood. *kisses and hugs*