I do get that, and the artistic mindset can surely be more of a hindrance than anything at times. In my opinion, and that is purely an objective and neutral, not a pirate or supporter perspective, we sometimes do have to take a few steps back and look at our own shit without any bias. For the sake of your business and future as a game developer/artist, you just have to strangle that animal at times.
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Again, this is just my opinion, but I believe that is where you could be by now if it wasn't for the downhill ride between August '21 and August '22 which I'm guessing was due to the latest overhaul and thus lack of new content (or less new content). Only in recent months your Patreon seems to be recovering from it, and so I think you have to stick to your latest art and grow with it. If you go for another overhaul in a year or two, you'll only go back into the downward spiral and basically be stuck there forever.
Stick with your art and even if you get better just make better scenes in future updates instead of overhauling the entire thing again and again. Finish the overhaul and start pushing out content. More money, more opportunities and possibilities. One example would be the ability to hire artists and commission sets of renders for a set amount of money.
You do have something at hand which can impact your whole life. By that I mean your art and a demand for the kind of game(s) you can produce. Don't get stuck in that spiral and you'll eventually have financial freedom. A better life for you and your loved ones.
That also comes with a generally happier community. The only reason you're getting so much shit is because people want more of it. A project nobody cares about doesn't attract critics/haters or whatever. You're probably aware of most of what I just said, but well, thought I'd give my opinion either way.