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Hi, I'm sorry.
WHAT HAPPENED?
You must be wondering why I disappeared all these months and I must say that I don't have an excuse, it's entirely my fault that I disappeared, I decided to disappear because the situation was getting too much for me.
At the time I told you that my father was positive for coronavirus (he's fine, he recovered!!) ), I also commented that together with my father we have a store, which we both took turns to attend it, because of what happened to him I had to attend the business alone, that means that I had to be from 08:00 to 22:00 in the business, that practically did not leave me time for anything, even so, I continued developing the game (although notably slower) and announced a release day for the first version to use it as a goal and press myself to finish the first version as soon as possible, it was too much and one day I said enough.
By that time I had already "abandoned" a game (Descendants of the Goddess) and was doing a complete rework (Goddess Saga: Darkness), delaying the release date was not an option and honestly I was tired, I needed to stop, so one day I went to Patreon and paused the subscriptions, from that day until today I did not open neither Patreon nor Discord.
In July my father recovered and came back to work in the store with me, from that day my schedule changed, I worked from 08:00 to 16:00, even so I didn't come back to work in the game, I started to use my free time to rest and mostly play video games, I sincerely missed them.
ANXIETY
When July was ending I interacted with the game again, already decided to continue its development, with a lot of anxiety because I didn't know how to face you all, I had failed you completely. Trying to develop the game again has not gone well, I don't feel the desire I had at the time to do it, I feel disconnected from it, it's not the same anymore, interacting on what I already built that I don't remember is not comfortable and on the other hand having distanced myself from the project made me realize that certain things were not so well designed, that's why I must announce that for the second time I'm abandoning a project, at least for the time being.
At this point I know that I've lost all credibility, something that since I started developing games I decided was something I had to protect, I didn't want to be like other developers who abandoned games, the truth is that it's easier to think about it than to make it.
REFUNDS
On the other hand when I activated the subscription pause (so you weren't charged for the subscription) I didn't realize that it was only for 1 month, to my surprise today when I entered Patreon I realized that it has continued to charge for subscriptions after April, so I ask you please that everyone who needs a refund send me a private message for Patreon or Discord and I will gladly do it.
THE FUTURE
I will continue to develop games for adults, in fact I've actually started to work on a project, which I will announce very soon, I know that many will no longer want to support me and it is understandable.
My most sincere apologies, SonaGate.