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I've had past "success" as a creative professional, and they've been perfectly supportive with that (so long as I'm earning a living either from art or in addition to it). They've never been interested in what I make, though, and long since stopped wanting to see what I'm up to. In a way, it's pretty hilarious that they know I'm doing something these days, but it's been years since someone asked me to show them what it is.Hi! I am sincerely sad that your family and friends would not like the game you make. Even if the topics in "Interns" are not their cup of tea, they could at least acknowledge the creative desire and work going into it.
Past that, though, there's the sentiment in my family of "people who look at porn are sick and should be avoided," so I'd imagine creating erotic art/fiction wouldn't go over too well.
I know that feeling, 100%. I say that I work on Interns on "nights and weekends," but it's pretty rare that I get off work for the day and want to bang out a CG in the time between eating dinner and doing mandatory exercise. It does happen... but I have to be having a pretty good day, and be excited about whatever aspect of the project I'll be working on.I am a hobby writer, so I know a lot of your creative woes. As for bodily woes, luckily I never had to battle depression, but as I told you in another place, I stood on Death´s doorstep a couple of years ago too. It saped a lot of my energy and with the changes that Covid brought to my workplace, it nearly halted progress on my stories. While I have time to write, very often I need this free time to regenerate.
Interestingly, the start of COVID worked pretty well for me. Terrifying, on one hand, since my health status put me in number of high-risk categories, but my day job schedule was reduced to 2 days a week, giving me a long periods of time to focus on what ended up being the biggest rounds of code clean-up I've been able to do. (Trying to tackle the rest of it, right now, but it doesn't go nearly as smoothly when I can only focus on it for a couple days and then have to stop for the rest of the week.)