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Okay I admit I loved doing it, I loved seeing those cat-girls getting brutally raped and given the choice again I would totally choose to enslave them, I would not even think twice about it. But you know I can't help who I am I am just a product of society and therefore it was not my fault. So it should not be me you (Maply) are mad at, you should be mad at society for making me the way I am. o_O


Actually a nice idea, there are few non-h cgs.
Right? I mean, I know I'm always on about the H and the rape and the rape and the H and the rape, but that shouldn't be all there is. Just, like, 95%. :biggrin:
It'd be nice to have some non-H images too. Have a nice shot of Sabia's ass in her rag outfit, as she's mopping the camp. Mmm.~ Or similar things like that. Maybe a CG of the Hind tearing through that poor random orc. Sure, it's more work. Which is why I'm not insisting on it. But it's a neat idea.
 
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Beat blades haruka is one of my favorite games and I never felt even remotely bad for making the girls in that game get raped. Then again I probably would if Haruka and Narika were cat girls though, like I said before in this thread they are just too damn cute :perservingface:
I guess everyone has a soft spot for something :oops:. If haruka heroines were half cats i would still go brutal route all the way, guess I'm just happy to see hot chicks getting some rough fuck :D
It'd be nice to have some non-H images too. Have a nice shot of Sabia's ass in her rag outfit, as she's mopping the camp. Mmm.~ Or similar things like that. Maybe a CG of the Hind tearing through that poor random orc. Sure, it's more work.
Oh well, I would be happy with that too, who wouldn't want nice shot of that ass :biggrin:
 
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I guess everyone has a soft spot for something :oops:. If haruka heroines were half cats i would still go brutal route all the way, guess I'm just happy to see hot chicks getting some rough fuck :D
Yeah I would not care if they get raped the shit out of them if they were half dogs or half rabbits but there is something about a cat girl that makes me want to be kind to them. (well only a small part of me, the largest part still wants them to be brutally raped and made to suffer). What can I say, I am just too soft, gentle and compassionate for this world and people like Maply take advantage of that :confounded:
 
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Oh, I'm sorry. Don't mind me. I just always get a little emotional when I run into kindred spirits.
I fully agree. I only found out I liked things like rape, sadism and humiliation a few years back and in the beginning I felt really guilty for enjoying rape-roleplay videos and heavy bdsm and I saw it as a personal flaw that I should overcome. It took some time and reflection to learn those things are a part of me and there is nothing wrong with that and I should be able to just enjoy what I enjoy (within some reason of course). Therefore it is kind of heartwarming to see a community like this one where there are others who see the beauty I see and are able to enjoy the sight of it and are celebrating it's beauty without judgement.
 
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I fully agree. I only found out I liked things like rape, sadism and humiliation a few years back and in the beginning I felt really guilty for enjoying rape-roleplay videos and heavy bdsm and I saw it as a personal flaw that I should overcome. It took some time and reflection to learn those things are a part of me and there is nothing wrong with that and I should be able to just enjoy what I enjoy (within some reason of course). Therefore it is kind of heartwarming to see a community like this one where there are others who see the beauty I see and are able to enjoy the sight of it and are celebrating it's beauty without judgement.
While it might be true for BDSM/Rape (I mean, in the end, these are in no way "uncommon" fetishes, it's just a certain level of the typical submissive/dominant setting), you'll still be amazed by how quickly people are willing to judge other kinks. It's as if when they're faced with something weird that doesn't work for them, they completely forget that everyone has a weird sexuality, including them.

If you wander on the wrong game threads, you'll see that people are very quick to "shame" others... I'm kinda baffled that even here, on a website dedicated to pirate porn games, some people can be like "OMG HOW CAN SOMEONE EVER BE A CUCK I DON'T GET IT IT'S MADNESS". Clearly you're better off getting turned on by extreme violence.
 

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I fully agree. I only found out I liked things like rape, sadism and humiliation a few years back and in the beginning I felt really guilty for enjoying rape-roleplay videos and heavy bdsm and I saw it as a personal flaw that I should overcome. It took some time and reflection to learn those things are a part of me and there is nothing wrong with that and I should be able to just enjoy what I enjoy (within some reason of course). Therefore it is kind of heartwarming to see a community like this one where there are others who see the beauty I see and are able to enjoy the sight of it and are celebrating it's beauty without judgement.
I found out I like rape at a very young age. I never felt bad or guilty about liking what I like. I am who I am. If I'm wrong, I don't wanna be right. But it gets tiring constantly running into prudes who whine and complain about other people's kinks and fetishes. It's just nice running into like-minded individuals every once in a while. :)
 
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I can fap to lolis, girls being raped by humans as well as monsters (and I actually enjoy it more that watching sex between two humans) and all kinds of "not normal" fetishes but I couldn't never get hard seeing how someone is being brutally beaten up while having sex. Someday I clicked on hentai manga with limbless girl which was brutally raped and beaten up by her brother and I couldn't enjoy it at all. I just skipped fast trough left pages to check just how far can this artist go... At least I hope you guys wouldn't be able to do shit like this irl...

Now about incompatible saves, does it mean that I must play from the beginning? Not like I mind but griding annoyed the fuck out of me so I'm just gonna cheat "a bit".
 

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Now about incompatible saves, does it mean that I must play from the beginning? Not like I mind but griding annoyed the fuck out of me so I'm just gonna cheat "a bit".
Eeyup. Gotta start all over.
 

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While it might be true for BDSM/Rape (I mean, in the end, these are in no way "uncommon" fetishes, it's just a certain level of the typical submissive/dominant setting), you'll still be amazed by how quickly people are willing to judge other kinks. It's as if when they're faced with something weird that doesn't work for them, they completely forget that everyone has a weird sexuality, including them.

If you wander on the wrong game threads, you'll see that people are very quick to "shame" others... I'm kinda baffled that even here, on a website dedicated to pirate porn games, some people can be like "OMG HOW CAN SOMEONE EVER BE A CUCK I DON'T GET IT IT'S MADNESS". Clearly you're better off getting turned on by extreme violence.
Yes that is true and I believe people in general are always very quick to judge about things they don't understand and people who are different from them. It is very easy to categorize people in certain ways and to fully misunderstand them because we like to pretend we know how the world works an we know what is what. It is certainly a lot easier than actually trying to understand another or admitting we do not know everything. I heard a Buddhist monk say once "be not to quick to judge about what you don't understand" and this is really great advice for all aspects in life.

Not that long ago there was a semi-famous woman in my country of who a sex-tape was published where she peed on some dude. I am sure you all can imagine the hateful reactions on social media and the like, it is truly very sad how people like to feel good about themselves by putting other people down. (I mean unless they are fictional people in a
video-game or this is part of consensual role-playing, then putting others down is great.)
 

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every time... when there a update or a new post... you guys just fire it away with your keyboard
 
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Now about incompatible saves, does it mean that I must play from the beginning? Not like I mind but griding annoyed the fuck out of me so I'm just gonna cheat "a bit".
Yes. Like in Summertime Saga.
Did you guys notice that? It's super annoying to start over all the time.

I can fap to lolis, girls being raped by humans as well as monsters (and I actually enjoy it more that watching sex between two humans) and all kinds of "not normal" fetishes but I couldn't never get hard seeing how someone is being brutally beaten up while having sex. Someday I clicked on hentai manga with limbless girl which was brutally raped and beaten up by her brother and I couldn't enjoy it at all. I just skipped fast trough left pages to check just how far can this artist go... At least I hope you guys wouldn't be able to do shit like this irl...
I'm stuck in Bridge Constructor: Portal, so maybe a bit of ranting will rest my mind a little. That game is much more difficult than it looks. I'm willing to bet it even teaches you (*gulp*) MATHS. Not even kidding. You have to take angles and stability and shit into account. I don't even understand that anchor thing, like what was it for?
Anyway, now with the rant.

I'm willing to bet that, to a reasonable extent, people "can" fap to a lot more things than they are willing to admit. Or perhaps they don't even know they can, it doesn't have to be a conscious thing. The loli thing is a good example since many, many people have this vitriolic reaction to it, but to be perfectly honest, I don't believe the majority of people puke whenever they see something loli-related. They "act" like it because it's the conditionned response that society is expecting from someone who encounters the absolutely horrifying crime of pedophilia which should never ever be mentionned unless you want the NSA up your ass what am I doing oh god.

It's easely explained because pedophilia is the one fetish you can't make an argument for, not because it was deemed illegal, but because in a world where consent is such an important value, you cannot make a case for it. But people don't really care about those fine lines and nuances, they just simply jump from cause to consequence. Loli ? EQUALS BAD. But is loli porn as bad as molesting a kid? Haha. (the answer is "no" by the way)

Now believe it or not, but at some point BDSM wasn't as "wildly" accepted as it is nowadays. I mean, with lesbians, teens and Overwatch, it's probably one of the most researched kinks on Pornhub. BDSM was considered "immoral" just like angry moms consider Call of Duty to turn their kids into school shooters. The explanation was just the same as it is now for lolis: people see "women seemingly violently abused", with whips and spankings and ropes and those shock things, and the basic reaction was "OMG WILL SOMEONE THINK OF THE CHILDREN".
It took some doing, but at some point it seems as if people understood that the common guy is able to tell fantasy from reality, and that no, there is no chemical reaction in your brain that compels you to believe everything you see on a screen is okay to do. And so, at some point, people realised that BDSM was merely the expression of a fantasy that can be only be lived in that setting, because if you were to do these things for realsies (say, kidnapping a girl, whiping her breasts and raping her ass), you would leave a broken person in your trail and you would most likely end up in jail.

Bottom line is, having "extreme" or "disturbing" fetishes do not mean you automically lose any sense of empathy or perception of reality you used to have. People are well aware that they are merely acting out a scenario that cannot be real, and the very same people usually decide of a safe way to end things if they ever become uncomfortable for the other people involved - generally it's as simple as a word, like "wolfy" or "sea cucumber". Yeah, I like to get slapped now and then, but would I be okay getting slapped outside of a sexual battle? Would the person who slapped me during that sexual battle think that it's okay to slap me when we're not having sex? Eeeeeeeeh...
I mean, I basically got turned on by the electrocution scene in Silent Hill 4, but I wouldn't go to Silent Hill just for that you know.

Anyways, sex is disturbing, it's also gross and very nauseating to think about while not turned on, and that's why it's so kewl. Rest assured that there's a very good chance your coworkers, your boss, your McDonalds waiter or your neighbour ALL have fucked up fantasies. And yet none of them is breaking into your house to beat you up or pee in your mouth.

Unless you're Butters. Then you're seriously fucked.


With that said (yes I know it was uncalled for you don't have to say it please forgive me I have a condition), I'm back to the bridge collapsing. The way those people scream when they fall into acid is awesome, by the way. Doesn't beat the Limbo death animations, but it's cool either way.
 
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Are y'all serious? I thought I'd finally found a thread where people wouldn't pussyfoot around with the 'we're good boys, we hate bad things in real life' BS. Now I need a alt account even on F95...
No, that's just me. I just get triggered too quickly. :'(

The realer the better! I'm here because Seirra can write pretty realistic rape, but it's still too tame. The realistic bits make me wonder if she's been raped in real life. Maybe not true, but it's a lot hotter to think that. :evilsmile: Except then it might be some way of working through the trauma which ruins it for me. I prefer to think that she hates writing it but is forced to because she's desperate for the money.
But that's still pretty fucked up. We actually talked about the "realistic rape" side of the game a few pages ago, but to associate the actual author and "hoping" that it happened to her?..

No wait, I smell bait. Bait indeed.
 
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Now believe it or not, but at some point BDSM wasn't as "wildly" accepted as it is nowadays. I mean, with lesbians, teens and Overwatch, it's probably one of the most researched kinks on Pornhub. BDSM was considered "immoral" just like angry moms consider Call of Duty to turn their kids into school shooters. The explanation was just the same as it is now for lolis: people see "women seemingly violently abused", with whips and spankings and ropes and those shock things, and the basic reaction was "OMG WILL SOMEONE THINK OF THE CHILDREN".
It took some doing, but at some point it seems as if people understood that the common guy is able to tell fantasy from reality, and that no, there is no chemical reaction in your brain that compels you to believe everything you see on a screen is okay to do. And so, at some point, people realised that BDSM was merely the expression of a fantasy that can be only be lived in that setting, because if you were to do these things for realsies (say, kidnapping a girl, whiping her breasts and raping her ass), you would leave a broken person in your trail and you would most likely end up in jail.
Maybe I'm wrong but I feel like heavy forms of BDSM are still very much looked down upon by most of society. I mean I have had some conversations about porn with friends/classmates/coworkers and the like and from there I have never heard anybody admit they had a fetish for BDSM or anything that could be considered weird and I assume that is because taboos are still a big thing. (I mean one guy told me once he watched a hentai where a girl was raped by a tentacle-monster but his intention was just to ridicule the Japanese for being weird). If you would tell the average person you get off on incest-videos or rape-roleplay they would definitely look down upon you for it. And there are still many people who think if you like incest videos you want to really have sex with family-members and if you like rape-roleplaying videos you really want to rape somebody. I mean I even see that kind of shit on this forum on a regular basis even though it is obviously bullshit.


Anyways, sex is disturbing, it's also gross and very nauseating to think about while not turned on, and that's why it's so kewl.
I think sex is awesome and I never find it gross to think about (well it is gross if it involves old people) but maybe that's because I am a perv. I agree with everything else you are saying in your post though.

Unless you're Butters. Then you're seriously fucked.
I hope butters got grounded for that, he is a very sick and twisted individual indeed.

With that said (yes I know it was uncalled for you don't have to say it please forgive me I have a condition), I'm back to the bridge collapsing. The way those people scream when they fall into acid is awesome, by the way. Doesn't beat the Limbo death animations, but it's cool either way.
I never played portal or lingo but seeing people die in horrible ways in games is always fun. I remember when I was 6 years old (I believe) and I would play rollercoaster-tycoon and trow people in the water and watch them struggle and drown. I think I liked it more than building the actual roller-coasters :rolleyes:
 
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Fine I can see how this is going to go. Everything's unbelievable and fucked up when it's too far for you. I'll just go.
 

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Maybe I'm wrong but I feel like heavy forms of BDSM are still very much looked down upon by most of society. I mean I have had some conversations about porn with friends/classmates/coworkers and the like and from there I have never heard anybody admit they had a fetish for BDSM or anything that could be considered weird and I assume that is because taboos are still a big thing. (I mean one guy told me once he watched a hentai where a girl was raped by a tentacle-monster but his intention was just to ridicule the Japanese for being weird). If you would tell the average person you get off on incest-videos or rape-roleplay they would definitely look down upon you for it. And there are still many people who think if you like incest videos you want to really have sex with family-members and if you like rape-roleplaying videos you really want to rape somebody. I mean I even see that kind of shit on this forum on a regular basis even though it is obviously bullshit.
That's true. I know I can look a little optimistic about this whole "openness" in sexuality, but I also don't forget that wherever you can find people, you'll also find people with their head up their asses. But still, for BDSM atleast, I think there was some sort of evolution overtime. Maybe the profiling is just that good but it's not uncommon for me to see these "hardcore gangbang videos" on a front page.

Anyway, I think you're bringing up another point here, which is how much your sexuality should be a part of your "social self", if that makes any sense. It amazes me how much people are obsessed with pinning labels onto themselves nowadays, thinking it's extremely important to be called this or that and the other thing. But really, the question I keep asking myself is "why should I even care?". It's none of my business what other people like or don't.
I have my fair share of weird fetishes (nice pleonasm, me) but I don't really share them with others, unless I have a reason to. I'm pretty open about sexuality too, and I'm not really ashamed of what I like (I mean... it depends :FeelsBadMan:), but I can't ever see why I would tell a friend that I just read some awesome hentai called "Metamorphosis".
Obviously it's a little complicated, loads of factors to take into account here, but to me, not being ashamed should not mean that you have to let the entire world know what you're up to.

Not going down that road, though. I have to stop this self-indulgence. :teary:

I never played portal or lingo but seeing people die in horrible ways in games is always fun. I remember when I was 6 years old (I believe) and I would play rollercoaster-tycoon and trow people in the water and watch them struggle and drown. I think I liked it more than building the actual roller-coasters :rolleyes:
Great games, all three of them. I can't speak for Inside yet (twas made by the people of Limbo), I just got it at half-price, thank you Steam during the end of the year.
But yeah, if you like puzzles and thinking, then you can't miss out on those games. Although Portal won't grant you much visual death, since it's a First Person thing, but there's a lot of sadistic humour, humour that is enough to justify buying the games, honestly.
Limbo delivers more, but I wouldn't consider it to be "gore". I guess it can be a little shocking for the average audience, the deaths themselves are pretty brutal, but it's not really graphic. But it's very well-done nonetheless.
 
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but I don't really share them with others, unless I have a reason to.
I'm pretty open about sexuality too, and I'm not really ashamed of what I like (I mean... it depends :FeelsBadMan:), but I can't ever see why I would tell a friend that I just read some awesome hentai called "Metamorphosis".
Obviously it's a little complicated, loads of factors to take into account here, but to me, not being ashamed should not mean that you have to let the entire world know what you're up to.
When do you not have a reason to? I constantly see reason to talk about my favorite fetishes.
You think I restrict the types of comments I leave on this site just to this site?
There's a time and a place for fetishes. And it is all the time and everywhere.
I love blabbing about my fetishes to random people. I have no shame or restraint. XD
Then again, I also don't have any real life friends. Or many friends in general. But I gotta share the new Shindol work of art with someone. Even if it's with random strangers. The world needs to know. :p
 
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That's true. I know I can look a little optimistic about this whole "openness" in sexuality, but I also don't forget that wherever you can find people, you'll also find people with their head up their asses. But still, for BDSM atleast, I think there was some sort of evolution overtime. Maybe the profiling is just that good but it's not uncommon for me to see these "hardcore gangbang videos" on a front page.
Yeah, I do not doubt BDSM is a pretty common fetish (just like incest is) but that does not mean it is really accepted. But I do agree there is probably a growth of awareness about certain fetishes being 'okay' even if it is a small one. I mean if you look to how people thought about that kind of shit 70 years ago and compare it with now you will see there is actually a lot of growth in that department so hopefully that trend will continue.

Anyway, I think you're bringing up another point here, which is how much your sexuality should be a part of your "social self", if that makes any sense. It amazes me how much people are obsessed with pinning labels onto themselves nowadays, thinking it's extremely important to be called this or that and the other thing. But really, the question I keep asking myself is "why should I even care?". It's none of my business what other people like or don't.
I have my fair share of weird fetishes (nice pleonasm, me) but I don't really share them with others, unless I have a reason to. I'm pretty open about sexuality too, and I'm not really ashamed of what I like (I mean... it depends :FeelsBadMan:), but I can't ever see why I would tell a friend that I just read some awesome hentai called "Metamorphosis".
Obviously it's a little complicated, loads of factors to take into account here, but to me, not being ashamed should not mean that you have to let the entire world know what you're up to.

Not going down that road, though. I have to stop this self-indulgence. :teary:
It is interesting how people are always putting labels on themselves and their surroundings isn't it? I do believe there is not one person you could really truly describe using a million words so the thought people can describe themselves with just a few words is silly. But it is very hard for the thinking mind not to get caught in a prison of words and lose sight of how incredibly nuanced reality always is.


Great games, all three of them. I can't speak for Inside yet (twas made by the people of Limbo), I just got it at half-price, thank you Steam during the end of the year.
But yeah, if you like puzzles and thinking, then you can't miss out on those games. Although Portal won't grant you much visual death, since it's a First Person thing, but there's a lot of sadistic humour, humour that is enough to justify buying the games, honestly.
Limbo delivers more, but I wouldn't consider it to be "gore". I guess it can be a little shocking for the average audience, the deaths themselves are pretty brutal, but it's not really graphic. But it's very well-done nonetheless.
Thanks for the recommendations, I am not really into (regular) gaming nowadays but if I would feel like playing some games I will look into them, this is not the first time I have heard good things about Portal and Limbo.

When do you not have a reason to? I constantly see reason to talk about my favorite fetishes.
You think I restrict the types of comments I leave on this site just to this site?
There's a time and a place for fetishes. And it is all the time and everywhere.
I love blabbing about my fetishes to random people. I have no shame or restraint. XD
Then again, I also don't have any real life friends. Or many friends in general. But I gotta share the new Shindol work of art with someone. Even if it's with random strangers. The world needs to know. :p
It is kind of strange but I love reading about peoples fetishes on a place like this especially when they are passionate about it but when people would communicate that stuff to me in real life I would be like "oversharing much"? There is in my mind just a big difference about communicating in a anonymous form and communicating with your 'real-life persona' but that is probably just me being brainwashed by societies norms :confused:
 
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