We started this game together, with my half, as usual. We started it late, although it's been finished for a few months now, and that's not usual for us especially when the game is complete when we discover it. I had read a few posts in this thread, so I waited and dithered again and again, until I thought... This is just another VN after all. But I knew that at a certain point, a tragedy occurred. I know that there are many games that contain all kinds of drama, but I knew that this drama would particularly affect me. I even deliberately chose one of the girls who was not directly targeted by this drama, which is to say how much I dreaded this moment. I said in previous post that this game is worse than "acting lesson" and here is the reason. As the game progressed, we arrived once more on this bridge. Those who have been through this will understand what I mean. Witnessing distress and despair, doing everything in your power to help that person take another path, only to be totally helpless at the end of the story. This feeling of rage, pain, guilt are only the visible part of the inner pain from which we never completely heal. My little sister was called Lisa and like the character in this story, she felt things that I didn't understand. She suffered from invisible ailments since her teenage years and neither doctors nor psychiatrists could find the causes. Since her first attempt when she was only 13, I never let go of her, I skipped class to follow her, followed her or had her watched wherever she went, and despite that, she did another attempt at the age of 15. Time passed and she seemed to be doing much better, was surrounded by friends and even had a boyfriend. But on her 18th birthday when she was expected for her birthday party, she ended her life. This time she had planned everything. When I arrived at the hospital carrying her in my arms, it was much too late this time.
So yes, as usual, I make a lot of stupid comments, and if I'm even more assiduous in saying nonsense on this thread, it's probably to avoid looking back. I started this post wanting to say that I was shaken by this game, not to tell my life story, but without realizing it my fingers typed the keyboard keys on their own
sorry