- Jul 31, 2023
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I just want to say that I'm a medicine student, and with this I meant that maybe would like to study psychiatry (You need to be a medical doctor first), but now that i read this again maybe i worded it wrong lol, just language barrier and stuff.I'm considering going for a psychiatry residency
As a person living with exact the same thing I can guarantee this is 100% true, first time i wrote about this I was afraid that maybe I was just projecting myself in that Akira side, and now seeing someone saying kinda the same I feel reliefAnd as a person currently living with uncurable endogenic depression, let me tell you, what comes with it. You start reflecting on yourself. You start looking inward for something to justify your condition. Something that you did wrong, something that will carry you on your vicious cycle of self-loathing. And boy, oh boy, did he find it. He found so much GUILT, that up to this day he is geniunly surprised when someone likes him.
Man I loved everything you wrote, I thought very similar things but I would have never been able to express it that well, first because my English is not that good, and second because I do not have that much knowledge yet, I speak above all from my own experience and the little that I have been able to see in other patients.
And also because I have a really bad time trying to explain myself lol