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My speculation comes from a sex scene you have with her involving a maid outfit and a slip of the tongue on her part which results in Sensei initially getting confused at the revelation. I'm sure you know which one. Again, I'm not saying it's anything concrete and I never really mentioned anything implying something abusive between her and her Father but yeah.
I'm having a hard time recalling that scene so I'll have to take another look at it when I got a second. Also, you're right, I did assume you meant they had a romantic relationship while he was still alive, that's my bad.
 
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I'm having a hard time recalling that scene so I'll have to take another look at it when I got a second. Also, you're right, I did assume you meant they had a romantic relationship while he was still alive, that's my bad.
That's exactly what I meant, Ami and her Father having something romantic prior to his death. Not that there was any abuse going on. Her calling you "Daddy" when you've already assigned yourself a nickname for her to call you (assuming you didn't try typing Daddy, which that in itself is also a whole other reason why I found this kinda weird seeing as she wasn't even comfortable about that nickname in the first place) kinda gives you that impression. Hell I doubt there was any kind of relationship and Ami was just crazy about her Father, which is why I said prior that Sensei was likely the stand-in male for her obsessions and other incestuous fantasies and thinks of her Father when committing sexual acts with Sensei from time to time. I'm under the impression that Makoto could be that way too, wouldn't put it past her either.
 
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All of them, you can't just focus on one girl in this game (at least not on the current route).
I just feared that it will trigger and lock me out of 10 lust events =)
Though I really curious about it now, since what can happend that can do that storywise? (dont answer that, I will be there soon enough myself ^^)
 

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This is my very first VN and my first porn game. I originally came here for a good fap but I found so much more. I was completely not expecting something like this.. something this good. Saying the writing is amazing would be an understatement. I find myself caring for each and every one of these characters, so much so that I think about them and their actions/future actions when I am not playing the game. There are many other parts that get me thinking while not playing as well.. certain phrases, certain scenes that are very impactful in more than just a 'game' level. I look forward to playing this like I look forward to reading my favorite book series, it really means a lot to me. Thank you Selebus for creating something that has the power to affect me even when I am away from it.

This is my review, but I thought I'd put it here as well cause this really does mean a lot to me. Thanks again Sel

Oh yeah... I'll be waiting (impatiently) for the merch. Can't wait to sport some LiL gear!
Yeah, this isn't really a porn game so much as it is a game with the occasional porn. I think we all came into it for that at first to at least some extent, though some like myself don't really care if it is a porn game or just a game with porn. I don't think anyone was expecting it to be this good, that's likely because of the usual quality here on F95, but it blew any expectations we had clear out of the water. I find myself caring for the girls as well, so much so that I actively dread things that could hurt any of them even if it gets me another girl, even if it gets me best girl Rin. The things that get me thinking outside the game aren't the events in it, but what could come next. Some of us like to theorize here on the thread and we can come up with some pretty interesting possibilities.

I've come to dislike Ami more and more as the game kept progressing. At this point I'm fairly positive that her obsession and affection with Sensei is in part due to her obsession and love with her Father and Sensei is just the obvious stand-in male of the family as of now. Which admittedly makes this whole thing a bit weirder for me since I'm beginning to think that Ami and her "Daddy" shared quite an *intimate* relationship prior to their accident. I don't know, just speculating on my part. Also I hope this doesn't sound like I'm disliking the game as a whole, that couldn't be any farther from the truth, if anything I WANT to uncover more about the Arakawas as the story goes on if the Dev decides to go a little in-depth with that side of the story. I fucking adore this game and how easily a loveable character for me went to be one I absolutely dislike now.
I don't dislike her, I feel both fear of her increasingly yandere tendencies and concern for her. She needs help and fast or this is likely to get ugly. I think she did have some level of forbidden affection toward Sensei before all this, but the thing with her parents might have amplified it as a sort of coping mechanism. Then, when that amplified forbidden love is seemingly on the edge of going unrequited, she snapped and is now treading a very dangerous path for every character in the game, herself included. They may have just been especially close without crossing the line and there's no sign they were already actively engaging in the forbidden, so I'm not quite ready to support that possibility. In fact, her actions at the beginning suggest they were not doing anything they shouldn't be.

At first, I did not as I saw her as a needlessly aggressive bully, which I have real life experience with on the same side as Futaba, not in Yumi's position. But as the game has progressed, I've come to realize that she isn't as bad as a typical bully, she just doesn't know how to not be that way.

Her bullying Futaba isn't malicious at all, but is actually an agressive form of trying to push Futaba in the right direction, pushing her to be better. She's trying to get Futaba to rise above her tormentor and become stronger for it. It's kind of 'what doesn't kill you makes you stronger' kind of approach. I don't agree with her method, but I support that goal.

Her hostility toward player Sensei is also warranted given what happens early in her story, so I won't fault her for that, and she's also a bit of a tsundere, which you can see in the Christmas events. Her 'gift' is actually kind of cute, I expected blatant insults. She's been tsun this entire time and she's finally going dere for a bit.

I don't think Ami's unhealthy attachment to Sensei comes from a sexually abusive relationship with her late father. I think it's more likely, with Sensei being her only remaining family and also being the one who saved her from the downward spiral she was swept up in after her parents' passing, that she emotionally latched onto Sensei as a source of comfort, safety, peace, and a ton of other things. She is scared of a life without Sensei because he represents the last of her family, a memory of her parents, a protective figure who keeps her safe, and a partner to provide for and give her purpose in life. And losing that figure in her life would be absolutely terrifying. She'd be completely lost without him. That's why every other woman is a threat to her. They threaten her world. They threaten her purpose. They threaten everything she has clung onto to make it through life since her parents passed away.
No, no, not sexual abuse from her parents, that's not what he's saying at all. She was actually rather close with them both as well as old Sensei. With as close as she was to them, she felt the loss on an extreme level and with old Sensei being the only one left, her attachment subconsciously transferred to him and doubled what was already there. She was likely already closer than usual with old Sensei, but that loss amplified her attachment to old Sensei to incestuous levels. That's what we're saying on that.

I'm afraid you are correct on her fearing the loss of player Sensei, but not why. She isn't afraid because he's the last of her family, but becausehe's the last person with which she has a stronger than normal emotional attachment. She saw him getting closer to other girls and, because she was already attached closer than is normal, she sees them as a threat to that attachment.

This is a typical yandere trait, anyone who gets close or takes time away from said yandere and the love interest of said yandere is a threat. She fell into this sickness because of the loss coupled with the already overly close attachment she had to player Sensei that was further amplified by that loss. She likely also fell into incestuous levels of attachment as a result of the other girls as well.

Yumi is one of my favorites lol She has some of the best dialogue and, goddamn, I just wanna give her something to smile about. She's had such a rough life. I just want to help her and show her that she's not worthless like she thinks she is.
She's still my least favorite, but she is growing on me.

My speculation comes from a sex scene you have with her involving a maid outfit and a slip of the tongue on her part which results in Sensei initially getting confused at the revelation. I'm sure you know which one. Again, I'm not saying it's anything concrete and I never really mentioned anything implying something abusive between her and her Father but yeah.
Yep, she's definitely using him as a stand-in or at least was in that instance. It could have been an isolated incident, though, where she simply slipped into thinking of them.

That's exactly what I meant, Ami and her Father having something romantic prior to his death. Not that there was any abuse going on. Her calling you "Daddy" when you've already assigned yourself a nickname for her to call you (assuming you didn't try typing Daddy, which that in itself is also a whole other reason why I found this kinda weird seeing as she wasn't even comfortable about that nickname in the first place) kinda gives you that impression. Hell I doubt there was any kind of relationship and Ami was just crazy about her Father, which is why I said prior that Sensei was likely the stand-in male for her obsessions and other incestuous fantasies and thinks of her Father when committing sexual acts with Sensei from time to time. I'm under the impression that Makoto could be that way too, wouldn't put it past her either.
I don't think so, look at how she reacts early on to potentially incestuous moments compared to how she acts now. While I agree they were close, I don't think she had crossed any lines with anyone, which explains why she doesn't react favorably toward potentially incestuous moments at first.

I think she mentally crossed that line when she realized the one family she had left, who she was dangerously close to an incest level relationship already with due to being closer to both her parents and old Sensei, was going to be taken by another girl if she didn't. She herself was against it until it was her only option. Then she acted on it in that first scene and crossed the line fully, something old Sensei might not have allowed to happen, but player Sensei did.
 
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Man I love that there is some content when you choose names, since most people dont even notice that, but I have a question, is there any names that will mark you? For example
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I don't think so, look at how she reacts early on to potentially incestuous moments compared to how she acts now. While I agree they were close, I don't think she had crossed any lines with anyone, which explains why she doesn't react favorably toward potentially incestuous moments at first.

I think she mentally crossed that line when she realized the one family she had left, who she was dangerously close to an incest level relationship already with due to being closer to both her parents and old Sensei, was going to be taken by another girl if she didn't. She herself was against it until it was her only option. Then she acted on it in that first scene and crossed the line fully, something old Sensei might not have allowed to happen, but player Sensei did.
That's a fair assessment, maybe she's that desperate for affection that she thought crossing that line would've pleased Sensei. Guess I didn't really look at it that way. Also I don't know if I missed anything or not but wasn't she since the start of her route open to incest with Sensei anyway? Hell at a main event she was masturbating at the thought of him too and the both of them haven't even done much of anything aside from sharing the couch. (Or I think that scene happened first or later, might have to go back and take a gander at it again when she was sick.)
 
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Man I love that there is some content when you choose names, since most people dont even notice that, but I have a question, is there any names that will mark you? For example
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Dude I fucking love the added content with assigning nicknames lmfao, especially when you ask to be called
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Couldn't fucking stop laughing.
 

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I don't think so, look at how she reacts early on to potentially incestuous moments compared to how she acts now. While I agree they were close, I don't think she had crossed any lines with anyone, which explains why she doesn't react favorably toward potentially incestuous moments at first.

I think she mentally crossed that line when she realized the one family she had left, who she was dangerously close to an incest level relationship already with due to being closer to both her parents and old Sensei, was going to be taken by another girl if she didn't. She herself was against it until it was her only option. Then she acted on it in that first scene and crossed the line fully, something old Sensei might not have allowed to happen, but player Sensei did.
I dunno about this. Some things have definitely hinted at her being into incest for a while. Like some of her mangas and stuff, and I figure that interest was because of Sensei. Part of me wonders if the initial dream sequence was actually a dream, though there's a lot to suggest that it was/is.
 
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That's what I think too. I'm fairly certain she was into that sorta stuff even prior to Player Sensei being a thing. The whole slip of the tongue as well when you have that maid outfit sex scene during the morning in her bedroom also gave me the impression that she was very much head-over-heels for her Father and just uses the now Player Sensei as a stand-in for her Father-Daughter fantasies. Also I highly doubt that first dream sequence between you and Ami seeing as if you do decide to have sex with her for the first time she's very much a virgin.
She might've had a thing for Daddy, but, I think her feelings for Sensei are very genuine on their own.
 
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That's a fair assessment, maybe she's that desperate for affection that she thought crossing that line would've pleased Sensei. Guess I didn't really look at it that way. Also I don't know if I missed anything or not but wasn't she since the start of her route open to incest with Sensei anyway? Hell at a main event she was masturbating at the thought of him too and the both of them haven't even done much of anything aside from sharing the couch. (Or I think that scene happened first or later, might have to go back and take a gander at it again when she was sick.)
I don't think it was to please him, but rather to keep him from leaving her. She wants him to be hers alone and her to be his alone and the threat of the other girls taking him away scared her into crossing the line.

Remember the opening scenes when player Sensei was doing some exploration of the house? Yeah, she wasn't exactly pleased when his exploration found her for obvious reasons for a normal relationship. I think she had stronger than normal feelings, but not strong enough to cross the line until she was threatened with losing him.

I dunno about this. Some things have definitely hinted at her being into incest for a while. Like some of her mangas and stuff, and I figure that interest was because of Sensei. Part of me wonders if the initial dream sequence was actually a dream, though there's a lot to suggest that it was/is.
That's what I think too. I'm fairly certain she was into that sorta stuff even prior to Player Sensei being a thing. The whole slip of the tongue as well when you have that maid outfit sex scene during the morning in her bedroom also gave me the impression that she was very much head-over-heels for her Father and just uses the now Player Sensei as a stand-in for her Father-Daughter fantasies. Also I highly doubt that first dream sequence between Sensei and Ami was real seeing as if you do decide to have sex with her for the first time she's very much a virgin.
A while, but not the whole time. She's also been threatened by the other girls taking him for a while as well. She may have been into incest on a fetish level, but not so far as to try for real. I'm like that as well, so I know where she's coming from if that's the case.

I still think it was an isolated memory coming up in the middle of that maid event, but who knows, she is definitely unhinged at this point and she could have literally been thinking anything.

The initial scene was definitely a dream as she does mention her virginity later in a different event and there was penetration in the one you're referencing.

She might've had a thing for Daddy, but, I think her feelings for Sensei are very genuine on their own.
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The initial scene was definitely a dream as she does mention her virginity later in a different event and there was penetration in the one you're referencing.
There are potential explanations for this, but it does seem most likely that it was a dream. Just little things make me wonder from time to time.
 

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There are potential explanations for this, but it does seem most likely that it was a dream. Just little things make me wonder from time to time.
Hell, I'm not even sure it's canonical at this point. Sel's said he regrets putting it in, so I'd just view it as a bonus scene until it matters one way or the other.
 
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No, no, not sexual abuse from her parents, that's not what he's saying at all. She was actually rather close with them both as well as old Sensei. With as close as she was to them, she felt the loss on an extreme level and with old Sensei being the only one left, her attachment subconsciously transferred to him and doubled what was already there. She was likely already closer than usual with old Sensei, but that loss amplified her attachment to old Sensei to incestuous levels. That's what we're saying on that.

I'm afraid you are correct on her fearing the loss of player Sensei, but not why. She isn't afraid because he's the last of her family, but becausehe's the last person with which she has a stronger than normal emotional attachment. She saw him getting closer to other girls and, because she was already attached closer than is normal, she sees them as a threat to that attachment.

This is a typical yandere trait, anyone who gets close or takes time away from said yandere and the love interest of said yandere is a threat. She fell into this sickness because of the loss coupled with the already overly close attachment she had to player Sensei that was further amplified by that loss. She likely also fell into incestuous levels of attachment as a result of the other girls as well.
Well, the poster I was responding to did reply saying they think Ami and her father did have a romantic/sexual relationship, and since Ami would had to have been underage at that time, it would have been sexual abuse but I don't really wanna get caught up in semantics like that :) I think Ami did not have a romance with her father. It's possible but I think it's more likely that Ami either had incestuous thoughts that became amplified after their passing or that she developed these feelings after her parents passed away.

I think we agree on why Ami is afraid of losing Sensei for the most part. Him being the last of her family is only part of what I think scares her.

She's still my least favorite, but she is growing on me.
I worked with troubled kids for 3 years so she has a bit of a soft spot for me. Yes, she's rough around the edges. She's hostile, aggressive, and wants the world to know she doesn't need anybody, but that's all an act. I'm excited to (hopefully) watch her life get better and learn to let people in and not lewd her once lol
 
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You mean when he finds her at the bathtub? Not that I'm trying to look too deep into this but I'm fairly certain it must've just been a normal reaction as a teenage girl seeing as the last time the both of them were in the same bathroom it was when she was much more younger. That could've just been her in shock that the Sensei she thought she knew suddenly did an action that wasn't fitting. Doesn't really mean she didn't have those incestuous feeling for him. Also she could've done many other things to please him if it meant him not leaving her, like I've said before I'm sticking to the theory that her slip of the tongue that morning between them was much more than just her trying to keep him from leaving her. It could've also been an isolated incident but it doesn't make it any less weird with the whole assigning nickname stuff that's transpired prior. Which is why I want to be granted in the future of this game to be able to look further into the Arakawas.
That's precisely what I mean, I was being vague to not have to use inline spoilers as I use those when specific details are stated. While it is true that most of it was her as a teen, there was no indication of anything else. You would think she would at least have a faint sign of arousal or some other sign of incestuous feelings. It was only later that we saw signs that she was attracted to him sexually.

The slip of the tongue was not related to her trying to get him to stay, that, I believe, was an isolated incident of remembering them, which can happen at the worst of times. However, the act of having sex was.

She saw that the other girls were getting close and, since she is unaware of any other sexual relations as of right now, she offered what she thought was the one thing they weren't giving him. She was intentionally appealing to his baser insticts to keep him wrapped around her finger, not even aware he had been with others or that he already intended to do this with her on his own terms anyway.

I'm not sure this would have worked on old Sensei, but it did on player Sensei because he let it.

Hell, I'm not even sure it's canonical at this point. Sel's said he regrets putting it in, so I'd just view it as a bonus scene until it matters one way or the other.
I just view it as some sort of hallucination triggered by a certain entity that also forced him to kiss a certain other girl.

Well, the poster I was responding to did reply saying they think Ami and her father did have a romantic/sexual relationship, and since Ami would had to have been underage at that time, it would have been sexual abuse but I don't really wanna get caught up in semantics like that :) I think Ami did not have a romance with her father. It's possible but I think it's more likely that Ami either had incestuous thoughts that became amplified after their passing or that she developed these feelings after her parents passed away.

I think we agree on why Ami is afraid of losing Sensei for the most part. Him being the last of her family is only part of what I think scares her.



I worked with troubled kids for 3 years so she has a bit of a soft spot for me. Yes, she's rough around the edges. She's hostile, aggressive, and wants the world to know she doesn't need anybody, but that's all an act. I'm excited to (hopefully) watch her life get better and learn to let people in and not lewd her once lol
I don't think they did. I think they were closer than normal, but not that close, I agree with you on that. I think the incestuous thoughts came after as a result of her connection to old Sensei as well as her father being forced into one even stronger connection toward player Sensei.

Even then, I don't think she would have crossed the line of actually doing something on her own without the threat of the other girls taking that connection away.

Knowing the genre of this game, Denpa, we might not see her life get better for a few years IF it does. I can say the same on all characters.

That said, I do hope it does on the true route.

On Yumi's aggressiveness, you can also see a bit of a maternal side in it, especially around Chinami. Along with Chika, she's been forced into a sort of big sister or mother role and, while Chika is the mom/sister who doesn't mess around, but lets the kid take some chances like meeting player Sensei, Yumi is the mom/sister that finds the idiot dumb enough to bully their kid/younger sister and beats them to a pulp.

I've said this before, but she's like a mother bear, fierce when needed, gentle when not. That's what has me starting to like her.

Yeah, it's kind of best you don't try to get into the semantics of this game. Seeing as we've already established that this game doesn't really have any moral-grandstandings. You're a grown man trying to get into the pants of teenage girls. Also yes I am trying to allude into the theory that Ami had more than just "love" for her Father, hence my posts. I'm not trying to specify that she had anything sexual in nature between them either. Just that she likely had incestuous fantasies for her late Father, hence my talking about the nickname assigning and the slip of the tongue later down her route. That is all.
On the first part, basically, yeah, there is no real high ground in this game morally, at least not on this route. She might have had some incestuous feelings, but she seems to have never acted on them until the events of the game. She also might not have wanted to until she was pushed into it by the other girls getting too close for her comfort.
 
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Yeah, it's kind of best you don't try to get into the semantics of this game. Seeing as we've already established that this game doesn't really have any moral-grandstandings. You're a grown man trying to get into the pants of teenage girls. Also yes I am trying to allude into the theory that Ami had more than just "love" for her Father, hence my posts. I'm not trying to specify that she had anything sexual in nature between them either. Just that she likely had incestuous fantasies for her late Father, hence my talking about the nickname assigning and the slip of the tongue later down her route. That is all.
Yeah I think that's a fair assessment. I personally don't think she had those fantasies prior to her father's death but it's certainly not out of the realm of possibility and wouldn't really shock me if that was revealed to be true.
 
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I don't think they did. I think they were closer than normal, but not that close, I agree with you on that. I think the incestuous thoughts came after as a result of her connection to old Sensei as well as her father being forced into one even stronger connection toward player Sensei.

Even then, I don't think she would have crossed the line of actually doing something on her own without the threat of the other girls taking that connection away.
Yeah I agree with pretty much everything you're saying here. I think the thoughts came after and even if they didn't I don't think she would have actually tried something unless she felt backed into a corner by another girl.

Knowing the genre of this game, Denpa, we might not see her life get better for a few years IF it does. I can say the same on all characters.

That said, I do hope it does on the true route.

On Yumi's aggressiveness, you can also see a bit of a maternal side in it, especially around Chinami. Along with Chika, she's been forced into a sort of big sister or mother role and, while Chika is the mom/sister who doesn't mess around, but lets the kid take some chances like meeting player Sensei, Yumi is the mom/sister that finds the idiot dumb enough to bully their kid/younger sister and beats them to a pulp.

I've said this before, but she's like a mother bear, fierce when needed, gentle when not. That's what has me starting to like her.
I don't have much hope that things will get better for Yumi, considering the genre, but I want to believe that it's possible haha. I have a feeling that things will be better/worse for the girls depending on whether you romance them or not and Yumi is someone I really want to see succeed, so I'm staying away from all her lust scenes. That, and she reminds me of some of the people I've helped in real life so pursuing her feels weird for me lol
 
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That's what I'm saying too. It wouldn't surprise me either if this indeed turned out to be true. Hell like I've said before, Makoto might be in the same boat but likely less incestuous than Ami's current predicament. But in this case Daddy issues are to be expected seeing as most of the Male Population in this game either died or was sent to space. I don't blame the girls for missing their father figures or other male counterparts. It's to be expected. Only thing I find weird is Ami's relationship to her late Father. I have so many questions in regard to being shown so little but in turn is honestly a pretty big reveal for me because I was under the impression that this girl only had Sensei on her mind 25/8 up until now.
I think you're right about Makoto. Makoto's mother also thinks Makoto is seeking a father figure in Sensei, and yeah, with the male population being essentially 0, the girls having father issues makes a lot of sense. Now I'm interested to learn more about Ami's feelings/relationship with her late father.
 
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