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It is a very sad situation that Chatterbox has passed away. That is life, we are all mortal. My condolences to his family. I never knew the guy that well personally having only chatted with him briefly once, but I really love the game that he never got to finish.
Moving forward after tragedy... As for the state of "Lexi" it appears to be stuck in what is known as "Development Hell", and not so much abandoned.
It has been copyrighted by gamersglory. I can understand the desire to protect ones artwork I really can. The thing is I don't think that this is truly necessary and doesn't really offer any real protection. It's just security theater. Lexi is not Mickey Mouse. There are not people out there selling Lexi Shirts, toys, and coffee cups as a brand. If someone wanted to make a game very similar to Lexi the copyright would do absolutely nothing. If more than like $100 was spent on this it was wasted money. On the other hand it's not really gonna hurt anything if it gives gamersglory a little bit of peace of mind.
It seems like you have lost some motivation. I would suggest going on a dopamine fast to get back in the creative mood. No drugs, no sweet foods, no tv, no internet, no jerking off or porn, no videogames remove the "fun bad habits"... However you may go for some walks or exercise, or read books, clean around the house or talk to people then after a few days of that you will be dying to get back to creating things and much less depressed.
If you ever want to get out of development hell you can't let yourself give up. It'll never be perfect and that's okay just do your best, and try to find a good crew if you need help.
Moving forward after tragedy... As for the state of "Lexi" it appears to be stuck in what is known as "Development Hell", and not so much abandoned.
It has been copyrighted by gamersglory. I can understand the desire to protect ones artwork I really can. The thing is I don't think that this is truly necessary and doesn't really offer any real protection. It's just security theater. Lexi is not Mickey Mouse. There are not people out there selling Lexi Shirts, toys, and coffee cups as a brand. If someone wanted to make a game very similar to Lexi the copyright would do absolutely nothing. If more than like $100 was spent on this it was wasted money. On the other hand it's not really gonna hurt anything if it gives gamersglory a little bit of peace of mind.
Depression and suicidal thoughts really suck I have been there. I was fired and dumped by a long term girlfriend on the same day. I know these thoughts! The best way to get out of it is to set small goals that are achievable and take baby steps. People will always want updates. It's human nature for people to me more drawn to someone positive they can benefit from than someone negative they can not benefit from. When someone wins the lottery 50 cousins come out of the woodworks. When someone is sick 50 people don't come over and make them chicken soup and fluff their pillows. People all got their own problems.Not this again anyway yah never did hire you formally. But you came to me asking if you could help at first and said you wanted to try some renders you di came back to me later with samples that were good then started asking for money at the same time calling me rude and an ass hole for not getting back to you right away and not "respecting" you. I barely said a few sentences to you in total. Then made threats when my offer was not good enough for you so instead of listening to your verbal abuse I cut contact. Never said the project will die it will restart when I have everything legally binding and the money to hire people to work for me as I don't trust working with people this way. Going to get a small office at some point and develop there with others. So let's just drop it. I made this known publicly so people can drop their pledges if they don't want to wait. Otherwise would have just "disappeared" as most devs do. 5 years later and I'm still around.
Superwriter's involvement was before Chat died after that he kept changing how much he wanted to be involved then got wrapped up in his own stuff only hear from him when he wants something from me
Ptolemy, I was working with him he decided he did not need me to help render anymore so I don't talk to either as much anymore. Now that he does not need me I've heard very little from him. He was never involved with Lexi
The last year has been a shit show I was morning Chat's loss and was getting pressure to continue the game weeks after he died and have been suicidal and in a deep depression on and off since then. I did not have access to the games Patreon or subscribestar tell months later as asking his widow to hand the accounts over is an odd topic to bring up when things are still fresh. So have things been fun not one bit. When people want something from you all of a sudden they're your best friend. When they don't you never hear a peep from them
It seems like you have lost some motivation. I would suggest going on a dopamine fast to get back in the creative mood. No drugs, no sweet foods, no tv, no internet, no jerking off or porn, no videogames remove the "fun bad habits"... However you may go for some walks or exercise, or read books, clean around the house or talk to people then after a few days of that you will be dying to get back to creating things and much less depressed.
I don't know you personally either, I think I dropped you a line once a long ways back saying I would help you out with writing and proofreading. I never heard back from you. So I moved on to making Damaged Goods with Sin. If you need someone to proofread and check for bugs helping out with quality control before a release you can always hit me up. I wouldn't even charge you anything (assuming I'm free at the time, and not focused on my own project at that moment.)Who just hands over IP? That's how things work in the land of Rainbows and unicorns last I checked Capatualisum still reigns in the world. gotta love it when nubes think they know what I've been through or act like that know me
It's called having a dream. I won't hand it over because I don't think anyone I know can do Chat story justice at this point, not even me so It's on the shelf for now. Daz is not good enough neither are my quality expectations and current mindset. After 6 years of helping others, it's time to help myself. If my explanations are not good enough for people well I've given my side so I'm done explaining. You can never please everyone on this site so why bother. Most creators would just leave without a word
Sam please close the thread I fear it will just devolve from here as
If you ever want to get out of development hell you can't let yourself give up. It'll never be perfect and that's okay just do your best, and try to find a good crew if you need help.