Deaf I am very sorry to hear about your losses, I lost my grandma recently so I feel the hurt you are going through. My dad died of cancer when I was 7 and all I can share is my experience in hopes it helps you. It will get easier, life is hard sometimes, you will miss them everyday but they will watch over you. As for your family members coming after the money, Id say let them take you to court or something, prove you have had a rough year with all the paperwork, deaths, covids and other situations, then prove that you have paid back some of the money and that you just need more time. If you get a sympathetic judge you might get an extension. I wish I could donate to help you but it is a very tight time for myself as well, being on disability I get limited funds. If I won the lottery though I would help you out no problem. Even then though I would have to have the money for the ticket
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lol. I hope your life gets easier and your new year is much better. As I am wiccan I will pray to the goddess that you get some relief. Blessed be and if you are of a different religion may your god,goddess,cat,dog,spaggettihelmet or whatever look over you!