Everyone's got personal issues... Everyone's got battles they've got to face in their day to day lives.. But that's no reason to delay what they're supposed to be doing.. Their Job!.. As much as I should take ownership about this situation with the delay, as much as I'm gutted about this situation.... When you're spending everyday afraid of your own mind, things like accountability and responsibility (no matter how much you want to stick to them) go lower on the scale of your worries.. when worries about your sanity take precedence and consume all of your mental faculties.. I don't want to go much into a sob story... anyone who knows anything about Pure O, knows what absolute hell that can be. At least if one goes completely insane, they wouldn't know they're suffering.
After Episode 8, no matter how low things got in my mind, regardless of any bouts with pure o, depression and anxiety, I've given it my all to ensure that there weren't any massive delays like the current one. This time though, as desperately as I want to be accountable, I'm afraid there hasn't been much I could do over the last 2 months. I've upped the dosage of my medications to get a grip over my physiology and psychology. But I doubt I'll be able to release the episode this month everyone. Goes without saying this could sound horribly unprofessional.. And I completely understand if you're upset about this. If you are, please feel free to delete your pledge. As always, I will send you the episode once it's completed through messenger whether you're still a patron or not. To be very honest, I really didn't expect all of you to still be here despite this huge delay. I consider myself lucky to have and always have had such understanding and kind souls supporting me throughout this no matter what. In all sincerity, I truly, truly hope that my mind would allow me to do right by you guys.. I've recently upped the dosage of my medication. The zombification effect as a result of that should wear off in a couple of days. Then, I can get back to work and finally finish that final stretch of work on this episode. Release will happen in the first week of the coming month. In all sincerity, and I just cannot emphasize how truly I mean this.. Thank you from the bottom of my soul. I just cannot express my gratitude for all of you wonderful people.