I'm not trying to be rud but I'm getting mixed messages here bud. You aren't ethical or morally obligated to be a good person right, and you don't like people telling you what to do. I'm assuming this rule DOES NOT apply to the 3rd or 4th, as you said you're killing people (I'm assuming mainly because you feel like it) rather than because the 4th is encouraging you to. You like power too though, as it allows you to do whatever the fuck you want.
Wouldn't you like Ella's helping hand in sending you victims? I mean she practically serves Jake on a platter and we all know Tiffany's power point and H.E.R.O oh so gracious help hasn't actually been fucking helping anyone, in fact it literally was holding Michael back
Ya don't like the disrespect or people close to you being harmed, yet actively ride the dick of H.E.R.O; who forced one of your people to nearly lose their arm and treated them like trash. Also liking Nicolette, who has not only proved USELESS in a fight, but also wanted to see you suffer a little more because she couldn't be bothered to help you in the first place. At least Ella sends shit at you to make you stronger, rather than just to test if you're even worthy enough to simp for her. On the topic of eugenics as well, what if your people want kids with you or something and can't because their DNA gets so fucked (if anyone can have kids with normal humans it's you).
I dunno I'm getting a lot of double sided stuff. Seems to me you don't like people stepping in your toes (i.e Demi) or telling you what to do/using you, all of which Ella, the 3rd, and the 4th, and H.E.R.O are all actively doing. Ella for her grand plan, and 3rd and 4th through corruption so you can go become someone you're not (Arbiter). H.E.R.O so you can be their fucking fleshlight mascot to fuck over if you betray them.
This is an Ella conversion message brought to you by; Ella Simp.