VN Ren'Py Surrendering to My Crush [v1.18] [BolskanLewd]

[lewdbender]

So, in other words, are you telling us to... "piss off", ItzSpc?

Nobody? Ok, I'll see myself out then!

Seriously though there's no harm in it if the content is optional just like "cum eating" was in 0.2 - a lot of femdom fans, myself included, like femdom golden showers/urination, but obviously it's up to the dev if they'd like to include it or not!

don´t like urine, but i think the scene should be for the one who like it. just dont make the option to avoid it to lose love points or to block other routes.

 

[dragneel22]

Yes for sure! I have several ideas for the game

You have just an amazing game, the plot is great. I would like to see more extreme content in the future, toilet bondage, ballbusting, etc. Of course, everyone has different tastes, such scenes for them can simply be skipped, made selective.

 

[Zoran89]

Tried it out now out of curiosity and I can understand where this is comming from. I do not know if I would say malice is the right word but I will explain how I feel.
For me she is like the stereotypical fiance in wuxia manhuas that whas betrothed with the protagonist when they where babies but now feel in worst case nothing but spite that should just drop dead and best that he should give up his sole existence for her and feel happy, that she es even giving attention.
I do not know if this intended and I am just the wrong target group for it or if the world building is still lacking but for me Aiko feels like she never really put him into the eye, only showing him a mask of kindness knowing how he feels and that he will never have it in it to tell it her.
And now that he submitted he should be happy with what little attention he will get in the end from her treating him like a toy that can played with whenever she likes but being left in dust for month if she does not feel like it.
Maybe in 0.3 it will be better explained but the way it ended with the public version it feels she is only leaving him the option to give up personality and getting mold like clay so he can continue be graced by her pressence or be free and not getting anymore attention as his punishment.

TLDR I feel like she does not care about him and that in her eyes he should be happy to be even in her pressence.

TBH, I find that that's the issue with a lot of femdom games and porn in general.
The most egregious example was this one manga centred around FMC literally giving her sub away to a bunch of her friends, not only without consulting it with him, but to a straight-up crying, begging protest. Then the friends are more than happy to completely ruin his life by exposing him in front of all of his students, and I am not sure if there wasn't any genital mutilation involved in it as well.

No offence to anybody, but I feel like... If that's what you need to get off, you've got some real serious issues.

A lot of people seem to interpret femdom as the Domme being a complete and utter bitch, not only disregarding what the sub wants, but doing the exact opposite, just out of spite. Add to it her constantly making disgusting, angry faces and constant yelling and... that's not how D/s relationships work. At least from what I understand, and I did look into the stuff... extensively. What I described is not a D/s relationship, it's an abusive relationship. Even if I enjoy being treated like a pet or a toy, at the end of the day, I still want to know that I am being wanted and that the other person cares about me. And if I have any hard limits, I want to know that the other person won't cross them - in the end, it's about trust and emotional connection.

Then, on the other hand, you have the sub stereotype that constantly acts like he hates everything being done to him.

Why can't we have more happy BDSM-centred stories, I don't get
Where both parties enjoy what they do and what's being done to them? Everything needs to be about forcing somebody to do something, and rape and doom... I find that from a Dominant perspective, there's nothing hotter than a sub enjoying all the screwed up shit, maybe a little against themselves. Maybe it's just me... Maybe it's just that I am not into the SM side of it. Or maybe I am just more vanilla than I would like to admit.

 

[Deleted member 3801150]

TBH, I find that that's the issue with a lot of femdom games and porn in general.
The most egregious example was this one manga centred around FMC literally giving her sub away to a bunch of her friends, not only without consulting it with him, but to a straight-up crying, begging protest. Then the friends are more than happy to completely ruin his life by exposing him in front of all of his students, and I am not sure if there wasn't any genital mutilation involved in it as well.

No offence to anybody, but I feel like... If that's what you need to get off, you've got some real serious issues.

A lot of people seem to interpret femdom as the Domme being a complete and utter bitch, not only disregarding what the sub wants, but doing the exact opposite, just out of spite. Add to it her constantly making disgusting, angry faces and constant yelling and... that's not how D/s relationships work. At least from what I understand, and I did look into the stuff... extensively. What I described is not a D/s relationship, it's an abusive relationship. Even if I enjoy being treated like a pet or a toy, at the end of the day, I still want to know that I am being wanted and that the other person cares about me. And if I have any hard limits, I want to know that the other person won't cross them - in the end, it's about trust and emotional connection.

Then, on the other hand, you have the sub stereotype that constantly acts like he hates everything being done to him.

Why can't we have more happy BDSM-centred stories, I don't get
Where both parties enjoy what they do and what's being done to them? Everything needs to be about forcing somebody to do something, and rape and doom... I find that from a Dominant perspective, there's nothing hotter than a sub enjoying all the screwed up shit, maybe a little against themselves. Maybe it's just me... Maybe it's just that I am not into the SM side of it. Or maybe I am just more vanilla than I would like to admit.

I was about to write a long answer then I realized that the best answer to your post/questioning is this:

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as an extra - yes you are more vanilla than you thought

 

[Konstantinus]

TBH, I find that that's the issue with a lot of femdom games and porn in general.
The most egregious example was this one manga centred around FMC literally giving her sub away to a bunch of her friends, not only without consulting it with him, but to a straight-up crying, begging protest. Then the friends are more than happy to completely ruin his life by exposing him in front of all of his students, and I am not sure if there wasn't any genital mutilation involved in it as well.

No offence to anybody, but I feel like... If that's what you need to get off, you've got some real serious issues.

A lot of people seem to interpret femdom as the Domme being a complete and utter bitch, not only disregarding what the sub wants, but doing the exact opposite, just out of spite. Add to it her constantly making disgusting, angry faces and constant yelling and... that's not how D/s relationships work. At least from what I understand, and I did look into the stuff... extensively. What I described is not a D/s relationship, it's an abusive relationship. Even if I enjoy being treated like a pet or a toy, at the end of the day, I still want to know that I am being wanted and that the other person cares about me. And if I have any hard limits, I want to know that the other person won't cross them - in the end, it's about trust and emotional connection.

Then, on the other hand, you have the sub stereotype that constantly acts like he hates everything being done to him.

Why can't we have more happy BDSM-centred stories, I don't get
Where both parties enjoy what they do and what's being done to them? Everything needs to be about forcing somebody to do something, and rape and doom... I find that from a Dominant perspective, there's nothing hotter than a sub enjoying all the screwed up shit, maybe a little against themselves. Maybe it's just me... Maybe it's just that I am not into the SM side of it. Or maybe I am just more vanilla than I would like to admit.

So far about happy relationships from what I saw Escalation is one of that though in my opinion a bit to much on humilation (it is consensual but I just can only take much of it)
than FWG especially the remade Emily comming
and Venefica from MGD is another prime example.

 

[bestgamer0857]

Do u have a discord or a community where u post updates for the public and when the next update will be out and where everyone can talk to eachother? If so can you please give the link

 

[bolskanLewd]

Do u have a discord or a community where u post updates for the public and when the next update will be out and where everyone can talk to eachother? If so can you please give the link

I don't have a Discord channel yet, at the moment the updates are on Patreon.
Version 0.3 will arrive publicly on May 2

 

[dacris69]

why isnt the text speed instant if its set as instant in options?

 

[bestgamer0857]

I don't have a Discord channel yet, at the moment the updates are on Patreon.
Version 0.3 will arrive publicly on May 2

Thank you for the update

 

[cuzimhavingagoodtime]

I feel like the intro does a poor job of making the characters believable or understandable. Like the protag states he joins the kink board out of idle curiosity, and then immediately posts a full frontal nude. I feel like he switches sentence to sentence between a naive kid with no experience or self awareness and a seasoned kinkster who knows exactly what he wants (to be dommed by a girl).

she asks him if he's into her, he's like "not really I'm just here to look around" she responds "sounds fake, I bet you are attracted to me, you should be my slave and do whatever I say" and his reaction to this is, like. "damn.....she got me.....I am attracted to her...."and proceeds to do whatever she says.

I can't parse him! He starts acting like he was sitting around waiting for someone to hit him up with femdom cybersex roleplay, when 5 lines ago he was just someone who wandered in cause he was bored and curious!

 

[qwsaq]

TBH, I find that that's the issue with a lot of femdom games and porn in general.
The most egregious example was this one manga centred around FMC literally giving her sub away to a bunch of her friends, not only without consulting it with him, but to a straight-up crying, begging protest. Then the friends are more than happy to completely ruin his life by exposing him in front of all of his students, and I am not sure if there wasn't any genital mutilation involved in it as well.

No offence to anybody, but I feel like... If that's what you need to get off, you've got some real serious issues.

A lot of people seem to interpret femdom as the Domme being a complete and utter bitch, not only disregarding what the sub wants, but doing the exact opposite, just out of spite. Add to it her constantly making disgusting, angry faces and constant yelling and... that's not how D/s relationships work. At least from what I understand, and I did look into the stuff... extensively. What I described is not a D/s relationship, it's an abusive relationship. Even if I enjoy being treated like a pet or a toy, at the end of the day, I still want to know that I am being wanted and that the other person cares about me. And if I have any hard limits, I want to know that the other person won't cross them - in the end, it's about trust and emotional connection.

Then, on the other hand, you have the sub stereotype that constantly acts like he hates everything being done to him.

Why can't we have more happy BDSM-centred stories, I don't get
Where both parties enjoy what they do and what's being done to them? Everything needs to be about forcing somebody to do something, and rape and doom... I find that from a Dominant perspective, there's nothing hotter than a sub enjoying all the screwed up shit, maybe a little against themselves. Maybe it's just me... Maybe it's just that I am not into the SM side of it. Or maybe I am just more vanilla than I would like to admit.

I view it all as kinda a roleplay thing. There's plenty of (non-porn) games that you probably enjoy a little "self insertion" with. You likely wouldn't enjoy actually being in the protagonist's shoes, but it's kinda fun to think about. Likewise, lots of (non-game) porn depicts acts that aren't particularly pleasant for anyone involved. That's just how it be. And this is just the sort of thing that happens when you combine the two.
Even IRL, we tend to separate the games we play in the bedroom from our actual everyday living. It's fun to play pretend sometimes. And in the case of a video game, it's literally all just pretend. Just like how, IRL, the game ends and it's expected you both go back to acting like normal human beings in a normal human relationship once the fun is over, a video game gives you the same out in the form of closing the game. The difference is there's no need for any aftercare to restore equality in the relationship because the relationship isn't real to begin with. It's all a fantasy depicting shit that isn't actually happening. The protagonist's life is not the one you're living. It's not a life you'd likely want to live either. But it can be kinda fun to pretend it was for a while.

 

[月見由紀]

Very well, i like it

 

[kit123]

Waiting for the castration content

 

[Zoran89]

I view it all as kinda a roleplay thing. There's plenty of (non-porn) games that you probably enjoy a little "self insertion" with. You likely wouldn't enjoy actually being in the protagonist's shoes, but it's kinda fun to think about. Likewise, lots of (non-game) porn depicts acts that aren't particularly pleasant for anyone involved. That's just how it be. And this is just the sort of thing that happens when you combine the two.
Even IRL, we tend to separate the games we play in the bedroom from our actual everyday living. It's fun to play pretend sometimes. And in the case of a video game, it's literally all just pretend. Just like how, IRL, the game ends and it's expected you both go back to acting like normal human beings in a normal human relationship once the fun is over, a video game gives you the same out in the form of closing the game. The difference is there's no need for any aftercare to restore equality in the relationship because the relationship isn't real to begin with. It's all a fantasy depicting shit that isn't actually happening. The protagonist's life is not the one you're living. It's not a life you'd likely want to live either. But it can be kinda fun to pretend it was for a while.

Nah, sure, I get that.

There are a couple of titles that I got into with that kind of mentality, it's just that I find there's a disproportionate amount of "mean" femdom let's call it, compared to stuff that's not looking like you are entering into an abusive relationship with a narcissist psycho. Maledom is slightly better, mostly with Japanese games that depict subs genuinely enjoying themselves during a scene (though most I've seen were way over the top, but that's a different can of worms), but for some reason 90% of femdom needs to either be about this screaming, violent bitch, forcing the guy to submit against his will and treating him like complete trash afterwards, or this snotty princess who gives zero shit about their sub, and the only reason they are still together is that MC was apparently abused as a child and seems to believe that submission=complete lack of self-respect. And while I am not saying that that shouldn't be made (options are always good), I am just lamenting the fact that there's not that much material for guys who like submitting, but are not into - again - what I would call abusive relationships.

Also, I feel like you are saying that "there's no need for any aftercare" like it's something annoying, but sadly necessary, like an unpleasant chore - and I would strongly disagree if that is indeed your case. I would say that aftercare can be as much part of a D/s relationship as whips and ropes. Not as a chore, not as a "relationship equalizer", not as a tool with a function to it, but as an expression of affection, just like whipping and teasing can be, in their own twisted way, an expression of affection. In that sense, "closing the game" doesn't work as an equivalent of aftercare, since it doesn't make you feel any affection, y'know what I'm saying? And another thing is that you are saying:

You likely wouldn't enjoy actually being in the protagonist's shoes, but it's kinda fun to think about. Likewise, lots of (non-game) porn depicts acts that aren't particularly pleasant for anyone involved.

But... what if they are? Why are you assuming that someone who's into D/s would hate having those things done to them? I've had just a little experience with that kind of thing, and personally, I enjoyed myself immensely during those times. I am not talking about life-ruining stuff (obviously), but about general BDSM content that you might find people doing during an actual scene.

If you want, there's this manga called "Tsumi to Kai" that illustrates the type of positive femdom relationship I am talking about - yes, Hojo kind of forces the MC into situations where he's clearly uncomfortable. No, he's not enthusiastically jumping at every opportunity to be dommed - but you can tell that they both enjoy themselves, even if they don't openly admit it. She cares for him and enjoys the fact that he's enjoying himself when he's with her. And he chooses to be with her, despite having an option to step away from that relationship. And personally I feel like that's the strongest and best kind of binding, if I may be a little cheesy - the one where your slave/sub/toy/pet chooses to be with you - despite the fact that they can leave at any point in time. There's that slogan that says that Submission is a gift - and while I know some will disagree, I like that slogan.

 

[ace14165]

Out of curiosity, what mods did you use for CharaStudio to get cock cages and other things?

 

[bolskanLewd]

Out of curiosity, what mods did you use for CharaStudio to get cock cages and other things?

Some time ago I downloaded a pack of the game where most of the things came installed, it's called Koikatsu BetterRepack RX10.1

 

[Parano$apussy]

thanks for floof

 

[bolskanLewd]

Thanks again to MAKeevchanin for the russian version:

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[Deleted member 3452155]

"Future fetishes: Crossdressing, cuckold, cum eating, forced bi and many others!"
MC besides cuckold, will he still have to give the ass?
Good luck to those who enjoy a "two way".

 

[YadenYu]

Spanish Patch V0.3