It's clear. children's games of doctor and patient - mutual exploration. when Vanessa arrived, she stirred up an old experience. Understand. I understand this very well. Thank you. especially since, according to the plot, I reached the moment of meeting with Vanessa - she is my cousin, did I guess correctly? Does Vanessa have a mother (that is, the protagonist's aunt)? shall we meet her too? hmm for sure. for in incest, the aunt is also very important - sometimes only through the aunt we get to the mother (as is done, for example, in VN "guilty pleasure"). and the cousin is also a special person - in her own way she is a sacred figure in incest. on the one hand, she seems to be like a sister, but it seems to be like not a friend - something in the middle "a friend among strangers - a stranger among friends"