Yes, of course, there were MANY of them... I know them very well: Their names are: Zip, None, Nada or Zero.
Asking pirates and offending them - good idea!
Now I see, all of us are just pirates, bcoz we are active here on F95. Good sense of reality. So you are pirate also!
I do not wish to unhide my identity, but it should explain a lot...
So why don't you go to the bank and take out a loan? Why are you begging pirates? It's clear - you don't trust yourself. Will the bank send you to hell? Or will it be expensive? Sorry, but the term "charity" specifies you perfectly.
Have a nice day and do not spend more time by replying.