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I have no problem with Maya not telling the MC she was in a relationship with a woman like Josy did but she should have at least told him she was in a complicated relationship that was about to end. She never officially broke up with Josy so even if she thought she would never see her again there was always a possibility Josy would end up there one day and if Maya was in a relationship with the MC that could have caused big problems. If Maya told him that she was in a relationship but they haven't spoken in months and the relationship was over for her and when she was ready told him it was with a woman at least that would have been something but instead she just lied.It's so interesting that people can view the same thing in such different ways because I personally don't feel that Maya did mistreat the MC.
The way I see it, when Maya first met the MC and told him that she had a boyfriend, that was a reflexive defensive measure she's likely used for many years to keep guys away from her, something that she pretty much admits to the MC when she begins to feel comfortable with him. Maya has obvious trust issues and I've seen some criticism of her asking for 100% honesty from him but not giving much in return, but the reason she does this is likely because she needs to know that someone is trustworthy before divulging the truth of herself. She's worried that if she tells him everything about herself before he has given her enough reason to trust him that it could ruin a potentially positive friendship. This is most likely tied to her Daddy issues as it's abundantly clear that he's not happy with her sexual orientation, and she may have also been bullied or seen others be bullied for it at school which would also contribute to a reticence to trust someone with the truth, especially a guy.
As for Josy, she was Maya's close friend who blossomed into her first love, the first person with whom she could be her real self. That's difficult to let go of, and this leads to Maya being understandably conflicted when doing things with the MC because not only is she confused about these new feelings she's experiencing for a guy but she's also unsure of where she and Josy stand at this point as well as feeling a little guilty for cheating. But her feelings for the MC are, I believe, genuine which also contributes to her inner conflict and she certainly wanted to tell the MC about her girlfriend and about the troubles they were going through, but she was probably thinking to herself, "do I even have a girlfriend anymore?". She probably thought she would never see Josy again and that the relationship was done, so didn't feel the need to ruin the good thing she had going with the MC by telling him about someone who she likely thought was no longer her girlfriend.
Overall, I see Maya as someone who was just trying to shield herself from being hurt and as such she was very guarded, something she admits to at the end of Ep 4. She also appears very remorseful for doing this with the MC and says that she should have let her guard down more him which tells me that, even though they've only know each other for a short time, her feelings for him already run pretty deep. She didn't mistreat the MC in any way, she just had trouble letting him in for a number of reasons and she herself recognised that, which is why I think her actions are forgivable, and even if you choose the friendship path with them, I can certainly see Maya coming back to the MC because of these feelings.
She lied to the MC a lot and there was the whole cumpetition thing. I know she had her reasons for everything but that does not make anything better. She did wrong by the MC when he was open and honest with her and no matter her reasons she needs to make it up to him and earn back his trust.
I know she has a lot of shit going on and she regrets the things she did and she does genuinely have feelings for the MC. I don't think she is a bad person and what she did was a huge mistake but I just can't excuse the things she did. I do really dislike her right now and I doubt I will ever actually like her but if she makes up for it enough in future episodes I may stop disliking her and I could forget what she did.