Ok now I understand, I didn't consider that.Because the second I post those, people are going to start sharing what they would have voted for, and that's going to influence me, no matter how hard I try not to.
( You should work on improving your self-esteem, though, you did a great job so far and Imho it can only get better if you keep doing what you want to do and care less about what others have to say about your own work, unless they're paying for it obviously)