I was navigating the forums and finally found this gem once again, am watching your book recommendation and being somebody that studies metaphysics, holographic theory, esotericism, mental alchemy, ego death and trauma integration, motions of explosion and implosion and scalar energy and alternative medicine... and being from a christian family myself and with several spiritual experiences and alternative states of consciousness without drugs. Your take on the development of the characters always been interesting, I do not drink or never smoked and never tried drugs so am I cannot help much there sadly.
As for starter the porn addiction is real and does show a leakage of energy, the question is always, why?. So I suffer from the same, from a lack of control, that recently I discover comes from a lack of expressing my own creativity as well suppressing part of my self expression and being blind towards my own creativity when I use it, also the fact that am probably going to a gym to exercise will help me regulate the stress, I emotional place myself.
Anyway, I wanted to share some of my finding of my research into porn addiction from my own self discovery and revisiting my own memories to find answer, talking to previous versions of myself and it seems that if this creativy desire is worked or recognize by own self, I will probably be stuck in it, but am starting to heal to a degree finally acknowledge it and slowly taking action and it also helps me, help others with the same problem.
I also doing some research into addiction and on how to treat them from an scalar energy point of view, but at the end, if you are passing through that, some people had said, that some DMT trip or Ayahuasca helps. I think DMT induced by breathing should be a good place to start though, always deepens on how much experience you got into dwelling and communicating with spiritual entities and know how to communicate through emotions and in non locality.
