I haven't jerked off a single time since starting and finishing the game on Friday. I can't forget or let go of Aradia in my heart. An innocent child, made to suffer by a terrible and brutal world, with nowhere to go but to be blessed and beloved in the kinder place she belongs.
I just can't cum to that now. The way she cries when she's hit and knocked down, or defeated, is just so horrible, and I can't bear to think about the terrible fate that comes after. It's just too sad. It feels so different now. She sounds so scared. And innocently confused, at how others could be so cruel. Aradia's this brave and fearsome warrior, chad enough to sling herself up walls and ledges with just a single arm like it's nothing, skilled enough to slay evil with at least a couple dozen different heavy weapons, agile enough to literally parry or dodge any attack against her, and capable of casting all sorts of magic of different elements, including gunplay.
But when she gets hit and goes down, you get reminded in horror...no matter how strong she is, she's still just an innocent little girl who is suffering and absolutely terrified of what is to happen to her.
I don't want to cum to any of my sick sadistic fantasies anymore, I don't want my cock to pulse hungrily when I think about rape, I don't want to stare in entrancement watching bad men hurt cute girls anymore. I want lost girls like Aradia to have a home, a place where they belong, a place they don't need to fight or be strong, a place where they are loved more than they could imagine
