Thank the Lord...
Which, saying that, kind of shows how relieved I am because I'm a freaking atheist!
Whatever happens between the MC and Janet I want it to be as affectionate, loving, beneficial and as beautiful an experience as her character fully deserves, without Naomi knowing about it or being present when it happens. When it comes to the Treasure of Nadia I'm surprised to find that I can't bring myself to act out of character in its fictional landscape any more than I could in the real world, and, when it comes to Janet, or any unhappy, lovely, lonely and vulnerable woman, real or imagined, my natural impulse is to support, defend, protect and help them in every way possible, unselfishly, unstintingly and without thought of reward or gratitude of any kind.
I would lie down in freezing snow for someone like Janet to stand on to keep her feet warm in a heartbeat.
How weird to so strongly desire the very best for someone that isn't real.
Playing Treasure of Nadia is like a mystical journey of discovery through the twelve Jungian archetypes!